A Love Story<33

I walked towards the school. Excited, yet scared. It was in the middle of the third semester. My mom gave me a quick hug and then walked away. I was the "geeky" girl. The one who was smart. The one who always knew what the teacher was talkign about. THe one who never got anything below an "A". I didn't ask for it. It came to me. And I didnt want to go through the same torture again... And with my mom's job, i always moved around. I didnt want to be the same loser girl in the new school. In my old school, Greentale High, i lost the one i had loved.

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*FlashBack*

"It was a dare, i never loved you," Ronald said.

I had looked at his face, turned and ran. It hurt so much. The last 2 years a lie.. It was the longest time i ahd ever stayed at one school. Tears streamed down my face. I thought to myself, 'Why would he even like me? I'm just another girl. And he was the popular one. THe one girls fell head over heels for.'

My phone had rung. And when i picked it up, my mom said that we had to leave right away. I was overjoyed. My pain could be erased. I hope.

*End*
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Gomenasai!! T^T i cannot update due to me and my laziness as wel las the fact that i have school coming up and i have to prepare for school!! Gomenasai!!! X. X
stupid summer school....

All Over Again

When this year ends,
I wont care,
Its a new time to start,
All over again.
When class 713 leaves,
I wont mind,
Its a new time to start,
All over again.
When you're all gone,
I wont cry,
Its a new time to start,
All over again.
A fresh start,
A new beggining,
All over again,
A new year,
A new start,
And a new time to learn,
A new time to make friends,
All over again<3

I Am Who I Am

I am who i am,
the one who is strong,
the one who is brave.
I am who i am,
The one who is kind,
The one who is quiet.
I am who i am,
Are you who you truely are?
Or is there a heart under,
Under all the lies,
Under all the hate?
I am who i am,
the one hurt by you,
the one who's heart is in two.
I am who i am,
I know that now,
Its time for me to stand tall,
And let the world know that,
I am who i am.

My Precious: Chapter one

Note from someone called Jennifer and owns this blog:
~Hii! i know i have NOT BEEN UPDATiNG! >.> and so i thought maybe i should put up a short story with only 5 chapters... (5 chapters isn't the short.. eh?) so read this for now untill i can think of something to write for the others~! thxx<3333! and now you read this story that i hate!

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‘Raven black hair,
Silky and soft,
Her smile bright like the sun,
Her touch soft as snow,
Her beauty,
The girl of my dreams,
Precious,
My love,
Forever.

I heard a boy recite this from outside my window. He thought I was the best thing on earth, but everyday I would go out to the yard and learn karate from my teachers. I did this secretly for my mother forbade me to do anything related to this.

“Precious, you have to brush your hair! It will get too messy and no prince will ever want to marry you!” my mother said.

“I don’t want a prince! They just want to marry us for money! They don’t truly love you! You’re lucky Ma, everything is perfect for you. Pa, loves you.” I sighed.

If only life was so easy. My twin sisters started to walk into my room. They were both beautiful. Their long black hair that swished around their waist was always smooth and silky. They were dainty and many princes have asked for their hand in marriage. They had both given a visit to the matchmaker, and it was soon time for me to go.As I got dressed in my finest silk robes, maids combed my hair carefully and adorned it with jewels. My sister, the oldest of the twins, said the jewels sparkled as brightly as my eyes and my heart was strong like gold. She always made me feel beautiful when I didn’t feel close to it. Then my sister walked into my room.

“No, no, don’t do her hair like that! Let me do her hair!” my sister commanded.

I smiled gratefully, the maids weren’t careful with my hair and when they combed my hair, it hurt. My sister took a comb and brushed it through. Then she separated my hair into different sections, then took a sparkling cord of silk and wove it into my hair. She looped one section of my hair and put it into place with a jade comb. She left the rest of my hair down, and placed some jewels in my hair. I felt as beautiful as my sister. She had slender hands and made her own clothing insisting that she wouldn’t buy anything to wear from other places. She is like a diamond, rare, beautiful, and strong.

“It’s time to go, little sister,” my sister whispered.

“I know, Ai,” I said.
I didn’t want to leave for another palace. ‘An arranged marriage…’ I thought. My sister seemed happy about getting married. I didn’t tell her that Ma and Pa only sent her off because her twin made us broke by wasting money. Then Ting Ting, the younger twin, walked into my room.

Left Alone: Part Three~

“Brianna, are you awake?” a voice asked.
“Hm… oh, I’m sorry… I was thinking about Jewel again,” I said.
“Well, you have to snap out of it! She FORGOT about you! She doesn’t deserve your friendship!”
“Valerie! YOU DON’T KNOW HER! SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND! I FEEL HER PAIN… She is hurting right now… I can sense it. I want to help her….”
“If you think its fine to help a betrayer, someone who could’ve gotten you killed, then its fine with me!” Valerie said icily.

Valerie stomped out of the tent and I laid my head down onto a ‘pillow’ and dreamt about what it would be like if Jewel was still here…

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“Gabby, wake up…,” my mom said gently.

I sat up straight on my bed and rubbed my eyes. I spent the whole night looking for information on Jewel, and some of it was wrong info. One of the websites said that Jewel got a headache and then suffered from a heart attack causing her to die, while several others said that she fell of a mountain. I trudged into the bathroom as if my legs were made of bricks and got ready for school.
Tina ran up to me screaming. I stared at her like she was crazy. ‘Why the hell is she screaming???’ She calmed down and handed me a piece of paper with an image on it. There was a caption and the image shocked me. I had a headache right afterwards. It happened often, and I can’t seem to remember who I was and what I did when I was around ten. I went to the doctors and asked them why and they had no clue why I was feeling that way as well. My head started to hurt more when I unfolded that one single piece of paper.

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Valerie had stomped her way back to the tent she slept in. All of a sudden a gust of wind blew at her long raven black hair. A single sheet of ripped parchment paper blew into her tent. It said:

“ALWAYS&FOREVER… best friends: Gabby&&Fane<3”

Valerie smirked, and she stood up straight walking out of the tent. I sat down on a wooden chair and started to write on the smooth white bark with a feathered pen.

“Dear Jewel,
I’ve been trying to find a way to contact you. You were my good friend, and I miss you. I have learned that people think that when you put a message in a bottle, you will be able to find this letter. I have no clue how long it will take and how long I will have to wait to get a reply but I know, we are friends till the end. I can feel the pain you are in. I believe it is because of me. I’m sorry… Please be better.

Yours Truly,
Brianna<3”

To be continued.

Left Alone: Part TWO<3

Part Two

*Ding! Ding! Ding! Ding~!* the bell had rung. It was time to go back home. As I waited for my friends to arrive, I wouldn’t help but think about that girl. The girl named Jewel…

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“Forget her!”
“She was my best friend,” I said.
“She betrayed you!”
“I DON’T CARE!!!”
“Well, if you want to get hurt again, don’t come to me for help!”

It’s been several years since I last saw her… I prayed every night and every day, only stopping to eat and drink. My dad had been arrested, and I ran away, deep into the forest… I didn’t know why Jewel had betrayed me. I closed my eyes and then tilted my head towards the sky. It was night time, and stars winked at me. One star fell out of the sky, and I made a wish.
“Please let Jewel Carla Fa hear my voice, may she remember me…”
Then a sudden breeze came. My hair blew around me and I heard my name on the wind, “Brianna…”
I thought, I hope, that Jewel got back her memory, I remembered in the news, how she had fell off a cliff. She did that… but why?? I didn’t know what to say about her. She was my friend, but she betrayed me… I crept back to my tent, for the first time in weeks, then heard her voice, screaming at me, telling me to run away. Her image had made me cry, she was crying, tears on her face and her hair messed up. Was she my real friend? Did she leave me here? She told me that in case anything ever happened we’d meet each other here in this very spot…
‘I guess she forgot about our friendship, and whatever she’s doing must be more important than our life long friendship.’ I closed my eyes and finally fell asleep, but my dreams scared me…

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To be continued~!

Left Alone: Part One~!

Heyyzz~! PArt one ish out and i don't really think the title matches the story anymore so i might change it... Suggestions anyone?? thxx for reading it<33
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Left Alone: Part One

“Brianna, RUN! RUN!” the words echoed around my mind. I saw her hurt expression. Her puffy red cheeks and her face wet with tears. I asked myself, ‘who is that girl??’ and closed my eyes. The girl’s expression stuck to my head. ‘Why did it choose to haunt me?’ ‘Who is Brianna?’

“Wake up, Gabby, Wake up Gabby~!” the alarm clock sang.
I groaned, wanting a hour more of sleep. ‘Gabby, wake up! Wake up lazybones! Gabby!! It’s time to get out of bed!! Gab-.’ I slammed my hand on the annoying alarm clock and trudged my feet to the bathroom. Looking at my pale face in the bathroom, I smiled. It was nice to see someone I knew in the mirror every morning. But then the face seemed to change. Instead of my face, it was the girl in my dreams. Her face was blotchy. Her hair was messed up. Her eyes were bloodshot. Her face had cuts on them. But what made me feel scared the most was the fact that it seemed to talk. “I hate you, Jewel! You’re a betrayer! What is wrong with you?! Why did you do this to me?!” Tears were streaming down her face. I shook my head and stared at the mirror. There were no signs of the girl. I smiled. Brushing my teeth and washing my face I thought about what I just saw. “ Who the heck is ‘Jewel’?”

“Gabby, sweetie, it’s time for school!”
“Okay, Mom! I’m coming!!”

Throwing on my blue striped hood, and a pair of paint covered jeans, I struggled with brushing my hair while putting on my socks. My mom chuckled when she walked into my room, but went right back out. I grabbed my book bag, and a slice of toast. Slipping on my shoes, I ran out the door where the bus was waiting. School awaited, and so did my friends.

“Gabby!!!!!!!”
“Hi, Tina~”
“Gabby!”
“Heys, Fane~”
“Gabby, hey girl”
“Hallo, Alicia”
My three best friends greeted me as I got off the bus. Tina was smiling holding a novel in her hand. She was smart, and was a whiz in math. Fane was smiling and reached out for a hug. She understood how I felt the most, and was my closest friend of them all. Alicia was putting on lip gloss and smiling. She was popular, but unlike all the other girls she hung out with, she wasn’t mean. She was nice and was pretty.

“Did you guys know we had a science test today?” asked Fane.
“Oh. My. God. Do we??? Oh. My. God. I forgot to study!!! Oh. MY. God.” screamed Tina as she flipped through her binder.
“Calm down, Tina, we all know you’re going to ace the test, WITHOUT studying,” Alicia said.
“I hope you’re right,” Tina sighed.
It was nice to see them talking like this. It felt like I was free. But even the smiles on my best friends’ faces, couldn’t shake the image of the girl and what she said. It made me think, and wonder about her. Without thinking I asked my friends, “Do any of you guys know who the heck is Jewel?”

“I think my mom told me that, about 9 years ago, when we are still five, a girl named Jewel Carla Fa, reported to the police that her ‘best friend’ Brianna was a criminal. That her dad was a criminal and they were running away from the police. But then she ran away, and was found unconscious at the bottom of a mountain. They said it was because she had been crying too hard, and her vision was blurred so she didn’t know that she would fall,” Tina volunteered.

I thought about it and smiled to Tina.
“Thanks, but can you tell me more about her?”
“Um… I can ask my mom,” Tina offered.
“Thanks a bunch.”

I was now one step closer to solving this mystery, and I wanted to find out more…

To be continued.

Poetry: I Used to Believe

I'm bored... and found this poem in my notebook, and remembered i wrote i recently.. and i like it... so i thought, i could post it up... since...there is nothing else to do!
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I used to believe that,
Penguins could fly,
And dragons were alive,
I used to believe that,
Monkies could talk,
And dolphins could walk,
I used to believe that,
Tigers were cute small cats,
And chickens had no feathers,
I used to believe tat,
Santa Claus was evilm
And angels were normal people,
I used to believe that,
You were my friend,
And our friendship,
Won't ever end,
But all of those things are,
Used-to-be's,
And now i believe that,
We're all looking for someone to understand us,
And that we're all keeping secrets,
I used to believe,
But now,
i WiSH, i DR3AM, i H0P3&i L3ARN

Left Alone: Prolouge

I'm still writing Only Hope, but i dont wanna type it at the moment so i'll start a new story~! And if you were wondering why i havent been updating, it was because i forgot my password... ^^"" so.. Gomenasai~!
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Left Alone- Prolouge

''Run, Run! Run, Brianna! Run!! Run for your life! Run, Brianna!! Run! Don't Let them get you! Run Brianna! RUN! RUN!''

Tears streamed down my face as I shouted. I had betrayed her. I was left alone. Why did I do this? Why?? Why hadn't i listened to that little voice in my head? I turned around, I didn't want to see what would happen next. As tears fell down my face and hit the ground, I couldn't shake the picture of her face stained with tears because i had betrayed her. Why i did it? i don't even know. I hate myself. I caused myself pain... I hate myself... Why... why... why... Running away, i never want to come back again, never see them again, run away forever. I hate myself. I swear upon my life, I, Jewel Carla Fa, solemnly swear to never come back to this town, Emerald Hills, ever ever again. And if i do so, i shall lose all my friends, and kill myself. I swear on my life. Forever, i shall be, an outcast, someone who doesnt belong here.

I ran, ran as fast as i could, leaving Emerald Hills, the place i lived my whole life, the place i was raised, the place where everyone i loved were. Only turning back once, i ran away. Never wanting to see this place again.

To be continued...

One Hope-Part Five*

“She may forget things from her past,” a male’s voice said. I heard weeping. “My poor baby,” someone wailed. I opened my eyes, and then sat straight up. “Am I dead?” I asked. That was the first thing I said. “No,” someone said. “What’s a ‘No’?”
The woman gasped, and fainted. I stared at her with wonder, for how could such a being like her just topple onto the ground in a second?? ‘It must take great skill’ I thought. Then another person came and asked me, “Do you know your name?” “What’s a ‘name’?” Then he stared at me. “Your name is Selena, and the woman that has just fainted is your mother,” he said. “Selena’s a pretty name,” I offered. Then he hit his forehead with his hand and asked me to read a bunch of squiggly lines. I had no idea what it had on it then he told me, “This is the alphabet.” ‘What weird things they have,’ I thought. He walked out of the room with a small square above the floor on four circles things that moved. On top of it was my mother. He left me there thinking, ‘Who am I?’
Several days later, I woke up on a white bed. I opened my eyes and saw a girl with cat-green eyes and red hair. “Thank gods, your okay!” my brow wrinkled in confusion.

“Who are you?”
“I’m your best friend.”
“What’s a ‘best friend’”?
“Are you kidding me?”
“What’s ‘kidding’?”
“Who are you and what have you done to Selena?”
“I’m Selena, the doctor said it!”
“Then why are you acting all strange?”
“What’s ‘strange’?”
“Ugh! I give up!”

Chealsea stormed out of the room, forgetting the real reason why she was there. Chealsea had realized that she was missing her charm bracelet shortly after the accident. She thought that if she went to get it back everything could be the same again. But, she didn’t know that every thing was completely different. Nothing will ever be the same again.
“Doctor, what is wrong with Selena?”
“Well, she’s having troubles…”
“Meaning?”
“She lost her memory.”

Chealsea fainted. And all that time I was eavesdropping I wonder what the doctor was talking about.