Dear Peoples:
This is just a preview of chapter 9<3
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I hopped onto the bus. I didn't see Elizabeth,then i remembered that her mom drove her to school, or else she rode her bike. Then I saw a girl with thick dark brown hair sitting alone. Her eyes were a dark chocolate brown and i slowly walked away from her. She looked like she had murder in her eyes. She was staring daggers at Megan and Megan's best friends. They were a clique, popular and beautiful, but kinda stupid. I didn't know whether i should approach the girl or not. I saw the girl had tears in her eyes as Megan started to whisper into another girl's ears. I had had this heard that this guy named MArk her boyfriend which meant that the girl was Penelope. Penelope that prom queen, the "beauty" of the school. The only popular girl in the whole world with brains... I decided to find out what would happen so i approached her...
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To Be continued.
Like i said this is a preview for dying... =p
Monday, November 10, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
A Love Story<33 5
Recap:
Helena is main character and she meets her boyfriend after a few years. she looks "hawt" and her old "boyfriend" doesnt know who she is! Revenge!!
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"Helena Rain," the teacher called.
"Here~ Can you please call me Rainy?"
"Yes."
"Thank you~"
"Ronald Stans"
"Right here!"
I smirked. I wonder how his reaction would be to the fact that i was Helena. I was the girl he dumped, and i was going to make his life a living hell. I twirled the blue streak in my hair completely ignoring the look of Ronald. Why let him get the satisfaction?
RING RING RING!! First Period Classes Now Begin~
Walking to my locker i pulled out my notebooks and pens and i slipped it into my black messenger bag. I looked at my new diamond watch and checked the time. 3 minutes to get to the west wing. Great. THen someone slammed my at the locker.
"Why'd you move away?" Ronald breathed.
"Pardon?" I asked confused.
"You know what i mean."
"Excuse me, but i have to get to class."
"The same geeky Helena inside."
"I don't even know you so fuc* off!"
I slapped him acroos the face and i strutted to my next class. ELA. My favorite subject in the whole god damned world!!!... not.
"Rain!!"
"???"
"Rain!!"
"?"
"Over here!!"
"Oh."
"Hey! Remember me?"
"Um.. you're Derrick right? From my homeroom class?" i asked feigning confusion.
"uh... sure. I meant like me from your old class?"
"No clue who you're talking about.... are you Alexandra's boyfriend who dumped her?" I asked pretending to be pissed.
"What the Fuc*!?"
"CLASS!!!" >:o
"YOU SUCK!!"
"CLASS!!"
I rolled my eyes at the mad ELA teacher and decided to help her. I stood up on my chair and did something i never did before.
"SHUT THE GOD DAMNED HELL UP LOSERS!!"
Siting back down in my seat everyone had shut their pieholes and had stared at the teacher. Smiling sweetly at the teacher i signaled her to move on.
I had never known to have so much confidence. Next thing you know I'd be kicking the balls off a guy...
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T.B.C.
srry for not updating this for ages!!!
Helena is main character and she meets her boyfriend after a few years. she looks "hawt" and her old "boyfriend" doesnt know who she is! Revenge!!
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"Helena Rain," the teacher called.
"Here~ Can you please call me Rainy?"
"Yes."
"Thank you~"
"Ronald Stans"
"Right here!"
I smirked. I wonder how his reaction would be to the fact that i was Helena. I was the girl he dumped, and i was going to make his life a living hell. I twirled the blue streak in my hair completely ignoring the look of Ronald. Why let him get the satisfaction?
RING RING RING!! First Period Classes Now Begin~
Walking to my locker i pulled out my notebooks and pens and i slipped it into my black messenger bag. I looked at my new diamond watch and checked the time. 3 minutes to get to the west wing. Great. THen someone slammed my at the locker.
"Why'd you move away?" Ronald breathed.
"Pardon?" I asked confused.
"You know what i mean."
"Excuse me, but i have to get to class."
"The same geeky Helena inside."
"I don't even know you so fuc* off!"
I slapped him acroos the face and i strutted to my next class. ELA. My favorite subject in the whole god damned world!!!... not.
"Rain!!"
"???"
"Rain!!"
"?"
"Over here!!"
"Oh."
"Hey! Remember me?"
"Um.. you're Derrick right? From my homeroom class?" i asked feigning confusion.
"uh... sure. I meant like me from your old class?"
"No clue who you're talking about.... are you Alexandra's boyfriend who dumped her?" I asked pretending to be pissed.
"What the Fuc*!?"
"CLASS!!!" >:o
"YOU SUCK!!"
"CLASS!!"
I rolled my eyes at the mad ELA teacher and decided to help her. I stood up on my chair and did something i never did before.
"SHUT THE GOD DAMNED HELL UP LOSERS!!"
Siting back down in my seat everyone had shut their pieholes and had stared at the teacher. Smiling sweetly at the teacher i signaled her to move on.
I had never known to have so much confidence. Next thing you know I'd be kicking the balls off a guy...
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T.B.C.
srry for not updating this for ages!!!
50th Post~
This is my 50th post~! So I decided to post a few more chapters of stories i haven't updated for ages!!
So. Enjoy what i post, although it may not be too good... =w="
Hasta la bye bye~
So. Enjoy what i post, although it may not be too good... =w="
Hasta la bye bye~
Monday, October 20, 2008
Happy Halloween! #1
This is a collection of short stories that i will update or repost constantly for halloween. After halloween this post will be taken off... unless i forget... so enjoy~!
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Title: The Cat in the Attic
"Mir-ar"
"Yesh kitty?"
"Mir-rar"
The cat's gleaming green eyes alarmed Spohia as it kept repeating "mirar"
The cat walked closer.
And sophia took a step back. THe cat jumped onto the boxes as it crept closer. "Mir-ar"
Sophia stumbled over a few boxes as the fangs looked slightly larger and the claws pointier then ever.
"Mirar"
The tabby cat grew up to 10 times its original size. Rubbing her eyes, Sophia thought that it was an illusion. THe cat puonced. It's just a dream. No matter how much times Sophia told herself that she didn't believe it. The fur was turning jet black, and it grew slicker.
"Mir-rar"
Sophia ran, maybe she had reached the door. Maybe she hadn't but before she knew it, the world went black. All that was there was a slash mark across her chest.
"Loser." the cat had said.
"Good boy," Gerbil said.
"My name isn't boy, or kitty, it is called Jing Kun" (A.N. Hey J.K.! You're lucky! You can for once be someone kewl!!)
"Bad kitty!"
"rawrs."
"Bad kitty!"
"shut up!"
"bad kitty!"
"Loser"
Gerbil took out a gun and shot the cat to death. Jing Kun was now dead....
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End of the story.
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Title: The Cat in the Attic
"Mir-ar"
"Yesh kitty?"
"Mir-rar"
The cat's gleaming green eyes alarmed Spohia as it kept repeating "mirar"
The cat walked closer.
And sophia took a step back. THe cat jumped onto the boxes as it crept closer. "Mir-ar"
Sophia stumbled over a few boxes as the fangs looked slightly larger and the claws pointier then ever.
"Mirar"
The tabby cat grew up to 10 times its original size. Rubbing her eyes, Sophia thought that it was an illusion. THe cat puonced. It's just a dream. No matter how much times Sophia told herself that she didn't believe it. The fur was turning jet black, and it grew slicker.
"Mir-rar"
Sophia ran, maybe she had reached the door. Maybe she hadn't but before she knew it, the world went black. All that was there was a slash mark across her chest.
"Loser." the cat had said.
"Good boy," Gerbil said.
"My name isn't boy, or kitty, it is called Jing Kun" (A.N. Hey J.K.! You're lucky! You can for once be someone kewl!!)
"Bad kitty!"
"rawrs."
"Bad kitty!"
"shut up!"
"bad kitty!"
"Loser"
Gerbil took out a gun and shot the cat to death. Jing Kun was now dead....
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End of the story.
That Girl Part 2
Recap of Part One:
xxxx
Go back to Part one... =.=
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Part 2: Faeria's P.O.V. (Point of View)
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"I thought I was gonna die, turns out I survived
Hey, didn't need you anyway
I get better every day
Don't you think it's funny how it all works out
Yeah, I've finally got a life
I go on every night
Now I've got so much to say, so much to do
This is life, life after you" I sang.
A cup was out and there were several kind people. When i had woke up that moment there was a basket full with food. For once since i left i had a full stomache and was in the mood to sing.
"I've been on a roller coaster since you said we were over
I'm finally back to being me
I don't have to say I'm sorry
I'm the last one at the party
I don't ever think I've felt so free
I guess I should be thanking you for this brand new attitude" a mysterious voice sang back.
Following the voice, i slung my backpack onto one soulder and held the basket in another. The voice had disappeared. Was it all just an illusion?
"I am a superstar in a big big house and a big big car~
I am am i superstar,
And i don't care who you are~" A melodic voice sung.
Slut. I thought. It was probably an arrogant bytc* who only cared for herself. Not like i would care.
"I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry" I sang.
A single tear rolled down my face because my mother used to sing me that song... Untill she became a drug addict... untill she started drinking... untill she started smoking... untill she started to beat me... untill i ran away...
"The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay" I continued.
Looking at the graying sky i looked for my shelter. It was time to go... It was time for me to retreat... to become the invisible girl... the girl that was never noticed... If only everyone really knew... but I'd have to go back, and i didn't want to... It was too hard...
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T.B.C.
xxxx
Go back to Part one... =.=
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Part 2: Faeria's P.O.V. (Point of View)
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"I thought I was gonna die, turns out I survived
Hey, didn't need you anyway
I get better every day
Don't you think it's funny how it all works out
Yeah, I've finally got a life
I go on every night
Now I've got so much to say, so much to do
This is life, life after you" I sang.
A cup was out and there were several kind people. When i had woke up that moment there was a basket full with food. For once since i left i had a full stomache and was in the mood to sing.
"I've been on a roller coaster since you said we were over
I'm finally back to being me
I don't have to say I'm sorry
I'm the last one at the party
I don't ever think I've felt so free
I guess I should be thanking you for this brand new attitude" a mysterious voice sang back.
Following the voice, i slung my backpack onto one soulder and held the basket in another. The voice had disappeared. Was it all just an illusion?
"I am a superstar in a big big house and a big big car~
I am am i superstar,
And i don't care who you are~" A melodic voice sung.
Slut. I thought. It was probably an arrogant bytc* who only cared for herself. Not like i would care.
"I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry" I sang.
A single tear rolled down my face because my mother used to sing me that song... Untill she became a drug addict... untill she started drinking... untill she started smoking... untill she started to beat me... untill i ran away...
"The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay" I continued.
Looking at the graying sky i looked for my shelter. It was time to go... It was time for me to retreat... to become the invisible girl... the girl that was never noticed... If only everyone really knew... but I'd have to go back, and i didn't want to... It was too hard...
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T.B.C.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
That Girl Part 1
“I’ve been on a rollercoaster, since you said we were over, ‘cause u didn’t wanna be tied down~” I sang.
“You’re pretty, and you sing good,” a little girl said. She didn’t look much older than 7 and I was finally 14, and a spoiled bi***.
“Thank you~ what’s your name little girl?”
“My name is Faeria,” she said.
“You have a pretty name~ My name is Serene.”
Out of no where, the little girl collapsed. I felt her forehead, it was burning up, and I tried to see if she had any notebooks in her book bag that might tell me where she lived. Searching her book bag, I found a small spiral notebook. I flipped it open and there was a drawing in black and white. It was of a little penguin all alone appreciating the aurora lights in the north. Then I went to the next page:
March 13th 2015
Dear Journal,
Today I ran away from home. I couldn’t take it anymore, the pain that my parents put me through. I’m constantly abused, now that I’m on my own, I don’t know what to do. I hope someone can help me…
-Faeria
Gasping slightly I couldn’t believe that I had found a runaway. I whipped out my cell phone and immediately dialed my driver.
“Arwen, pick me up immediately! And bring me a basket filled with food!” I snapped into the phone.
“Yes, ma’am, may I know where is your location?”
“Ugh! Jupiter Avenue, corner of Maple Restaurant!”
“Yes ma’am, coming ma’am.”
“Well HURRY!!”
I looked at Faeria, her cheeks growing paler with every passing minute. I prayed to who knows who above, I prayed to the “almighty” god, praying that she’d get better.
“If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares” I sang.
“I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone” Faeria sang back.
I hugged the little girl; she had been through a lot of trouble. Taking out my wallet, I pulled out my money. Counting out close to a thousand dollars (yea, cause im rich), I place it in the little girl’s backpack. With the money I slipped her a buisiness card with my picture on it, on the back I wrote:
“This money is for your use, and the food is for you to eat. Take care<3”
I placed the basket of food next to the girl and I walked into the limo that was waiting for me.
“So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares”
The song stayed in my mind as I walked into the limo.. staring at the little girl I didn’t know what I should do…
“And all you wanted
was somebody who cares”
Sighing I turned back to the car just slipping into the seats.
“was somebody who cares”
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This story will have lots of short chapters.<3
“You’re pretty, and you sing good,” a little girl said. She didn’t look much older than 7 and I was finally 14, and a spoiled bi***.
“Thank you~ what’s your name little girl?”
“My name is Faeria,” she said.
“You have a pretty name~ My name is Serene.”
Out of no where, the little girl collapsed. I felt her forehead, it was burning up, and I tried to see if she had any notebooks in her book bag that might tell me where she lived. Searching her book bag, I found a small spiral notebook. I flipped it open and there was a drawing in black and white. It was of a little penguin all alone appreciating the aurora lights in the north. Then I went to the next page:
March 13th 2015
Dear Journal,
Today I ran away from home. I couldn’t take it anymore, the pain that my parents put me through. I’m constantly abused, now that I’m on my own, I don’t know what to do. I hope someone can help me…
-Faeria
Gasping slightly I couldn’t believe that I had found a runaway. I whipped out my cell phone and immediately dialed my driver.
“Arwen, pick me up immediately! And bring me a basket filled with food!” I snapped into the phone.
“Yes, ma’am, may I know where is your location?”
“Ugh! Jupiter Avenue, corner of Maple Restaurant!”
“Yes ma’am, coming ma’am.”
“Well HURRY!!”
I looked at Faeria, her cheeks growing paler with every passing minute. I prayed to who knows who above, I prayed to the “almighty” god, praying that she’d get better.
“If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares” I sang.
“I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone” Faeria sang back.
I hugged the little girl; she had been through a lot of trouble. Taking out my wallet, I pulled out my money. Counting out close to a thousand dollars (yea, cause im rich), I place it in the little girl’s backpack. With the money I slipped her a buisiness card with my picture on it, on the back I wrote:
“This money is for your use, and the food is for you to eat. Take care<3”
I placed the basket of food next to the girl and I walked into the limo that was waiting for me.
“So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares”
The song stayed in my mind as I walked into the limo.. staring at the little girl I didn’t know what I should do…
“And all you wanted
was somebody who cares”
Sighing I turned back to the car just slipping into the seats.
“was somebody who cares”
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This story will have lots of short chapters.<3
Sunday, October 12, 2008
The Day You Went Away; A Love Story-Part 2
From this Point On, it will be in GRACE's P.O.V. unless i say otherwise. =p
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Grace: So... anyone wanna play a game?
Warren: I think i should go check on Ja-
Grace: Say his name and you get kicked out of the house...
Kristy: C'mon... Grace... don't be soo mean.... T^T
Grace: Take all your love out side. I should put up a sign that says: LEave all love outside.
Warren: hahahaaa~
Kristy: hehe~
Grace: Losers.
-Phone Rings-
*Beep* This is Grace~ I'm sorry, i cant come to the phone now... I'm busy with Kristy or maybe Jared~ We're probably out hanging out so leave your messeage~ -giggles-
Jared: Hey.. grace? You still haven't changed the message yet, and i just wanted to say I'm sorry.. I was wrong... Please don't leave me...
V.M. (Voicemail): Press 7 if you want to delete this message...
-presse 7-
Kristy: Why don't you accept his apology?
Grace: BECAUSE IT DOESNT WORK THAT WAY!!
Warren: Why are you yelling?
Grace: UGH!!
Apparently at that point they had driven me crazy and on top of that they had started to make up touge twisters like : Jerky Jared jumped jubilantly to a jacked up jewel.
They also said something about going to Jared's place. I didn't care, i was better off alone, and better off. After the day he went away, i lost my emotions. I was pissed, i was crying, and torn to bits. He didn't care. It was also time to change the voicemail.
V.M.: After the tone record your new message.
Grace: Hi. This is Grace,if this is Jared hang up right now, if this is KRisty press 2 and leave a message if this is the rest of the world press 3 and leave a message. Sorry that I'm busy and can't get to the phone... I'll get back to you as soon as possible. F.Y.I. Jared: We are permenantly OVER!
V.M.: THank you~.
I jumped onto my bed and cried the tears that didn't like being shed.
V.M:Hi. This is Grace,if this is Jared hang up right now, if this is KRisty press 2 and leave a message if this is the rest of the world press 3 and leave a message. Sorry that I'm busy and can't get to the phone... I'll get back to you as soon as possible. F.Y.I. Jared: We are permenantly OVER!
Kristy: GRACEEEE. WE ARE BORED TO HELL!! LET US INTO YOUR HOUSE!!!!
V.M.: Hi. This is Grace,if this is Jared hang up right now, if this is KRisty press 2 and leave a message if this is the rest of the world press 3 and leave a message. Sorry that I'm busy and can't get to the phone... I'll get back to you as soon as possible. F.Y.I. Jared: We are permenantly OVER!
Jared: I really am sorry...
V.M.: Hi. This is Grace,if this is Jared hang up right now, if this is KRisty press 2 and leave a message if this is the rest of the world press 3 and leave a message. Sorry that I'm busy and can't get to the phone... I'll get back to you as soon as possible. F.Y.I. Jared: We are permenantly OVER!
Kristy: C'mon!!!!!
V.M.: Hi. This is Grace,if this is Jared hang up right now, if this is KRisty press 2 and leave a message if this is the rest of the world press 3 and leave a message. Sorry that I'm busy and can't get to the phone... I'll get back to you as soon as possible. F.Y.I. Jared: We are permenantly OVER!
Mom: Honey... Pick up the phone.. Your father and I are going to be home late, call up Kristy and you can have a sleepover or something. However amount of money you use, I'll pay you back. I love you<3.
Sobbing i didn't know anything else to do.
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Nightime:
KRisty: Hii~!
Grace: =] you want pizza or what?
KRisty: Sushi<3
Grace: =.=" Fine...
Kristy: I lvoe you<3
Grace: But i dont love you.
Kristy: Aw... you're so nice... -hugzxx- You still love Jared dontcha?
Grace: no.. (yes in a small voice)
AFTER DINNER:
KRisty: LET'S PRANKCALL!!!
Grace: Sure...
KRisty: ME first!!
-ring ring-
Jared: HEllo? -yawns-
KRisty: (mimicking Grace's voice) Hi Jared, this is Grace.
JAred: OMG> I'm so sorry GRace!!!
KRisty: Apology accepted.
JAred: I love you. <333
Kristy: haha i lied. I'm not Grace. Pft. Loser
-hangs up-
Jared: whuttt??? -stares at phone-
Grace: Kristy, that was so mean!!!
KRisty: Was not, =w=
this night was going to be lonnnngggg.
T.B.C.
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Grace: So... anyone wanna play a game?
Warren: I think i should go check on Ja-
Grace: Say his name and you get kicked out of the house...
Kristy: C'mon... Grace... don't be soo mean.... T^T
Grace: Take all your love out side. I should put up a sign that says: LEave all love outside.
Warren: hahahaaa~
Kristy: hehe~
Grace: Losers.
-Phone Rings-
*Beep* This is Grace~ I'm sorry, i cant come to the phone now... I'm busy with Kristy or maybe Jared~ We're probably out hanging out so leave your messeage~ -giggles-
Jared: Hey.. grace? You still haven't changed the message yet, and i just wanted to say I'm sorry.. I was wrong... Please don't leave me...
V.M. (Voicemail): Press 7 if you want to delete this message...
-presse 7-
Kristy: Why don't you accept his apology?
Grace: BECAUSE IT DOESNT WORK THAT WAY!!
Warren: Why are you yelling?
Grace: UGH!!
Apparently at that point they had driven me crazy and on top of that they had started to make up touge twisters like : Jerky Jared jumped jubilantly to a jacked up jewel.
They also said something about going to Jared's place. I didn't care, i was better off alone, and better off. After the day he went away, i lost my emotions. I was pissed, i was crying, and torn to bits. He didn't care. It was also time to change the voicemail.
V.M.: After the tone record your new message.
Grace: Hi. This is Grace,if this is Jared hang up right now, if this is KRisty press 2 and leave a message if this is the rest of the world press 3 and leave a message. Sorry that I'm busy and can't get to the phone... I'll get back to you as soon as possible. F.Y.I. Jared: We are permenantly OVER!
V.M.: THank you~.
I jumped onto my bed and cried the tears that didn't like being shed.
V.M:Hi. This is Grace,if this is Jared hang up right now, if this is KRisty press 2 and leave a message if this is the rest of the world press 3 and leave a message. Sorry that I'm busy and can't get to the phone... I'll get back to you as soon as possible. F.Y.I. Jared: We are permenantly OVER!
Kristy: GRACEEEE. WE ARE BORED TO HELL!! LET US INTO YOUR HOUSE!!!!
V.M.: Hi. This is Grace,if this is Jared hang up right now, if this is KRisty press 2 and leave a message if this is the rest of the world press 3 and leave a message. Sorry that I'm busy and can't get to the phone... I'll get back to you as soon as possible. F.Y.I. Jared: We are permenantly OVER!
Jared: I really am sorry...
V.M.: Hi. This is Grace,if this is Jared hang up right now, if this is KRisty press 2 and leave a message if this is the rest of the world press 3 and leave a message. Sorry that I'm busy and can't get to the phone... I'll get back to you as soon as possible. F.Y.I. Jared: We are permenantly OVER!
Kristy: C'mon!!!!!
V.M.: Hi. This is Grace,if this is Jared hang up right now, if this is KRisty press 2 and leave a message if this is the rest of the world press 3 and leave a message. Sorry that I'm busy and can't get to the phone... I'll get back to you as soon as possible. F.Y.I. Jared: We are permenantly OVER!
Mom: Honey... Pick up the phone.. Your father and I are going to be home late, call up Kristy and you can have a sleepover or something. However amount of money you use, I'll pay you back. I love you<3.
Sobbing i didn't know anything else to do.
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Nightime:
KRisty: Hii~!
Grace: =] you want pizza or what?
KRisty: Sushi<3
Grace: =.=" Fine...
Kristy: I lvoe you<3
Grace: But i dont love you.
Kristy: Aw... you're so nice... -hugzxx- You still love Jared dontcha?
Grace: no.. (yes in a small voice)
AFTER DINNER:
KRisty: LET'S PRANKCALL!!!
Grace: Sure...
KRisty: ME first!!
-ring ring-
Jared: HEllo? -yawns-
KRisty: (mimicking Grace's voice) Hi Jared, this is Grace.
JAred: OMG> I'm so sorry GRace!!!
KRisty: Apology accepted.
JAred: I love you. <333
Kristy: haha i lied. I'm not Grace. Pft. Loser
-hangs up-
Jared: whuttt??? -stares at phone-
Grace: Kristy, that was so mean!!!
KRisty: Was not, =w=
this night was going to be lonnnngggg.
T.B.C.
Friday, October 10, 2008
The Day You Went Away; A Love Story-Part 1
turns out i can't stay away from my blog ;D
so ima give u ppl a short story a fewparts as always. It is the Sequel to "You Promised". If you want a recap you go read it again, other wise no recap. F.Y.I. main characters are JAred and Grace. It is going to be written in the same format because i said so. =]
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Grace P.O.V.
Grace: I can't believe i slapped him
Kristy: I can. =] it was awesome!
Grace: you didn't even see it
Kristy: Oh yea~ Warren is nice. See! (shoves big teddybear into Grace's face) ho won me a bear~
Grace: Grow up.
Kristy: No.
Grace: I swear you will be killed one day de to drugged candy.
Kristy: Will not! (eats bar of chocolate)
Grace: the proof is right there! (points at half devoured choco. bar)
Kristy: (shoves bar of chocolate into mouth) whae?
Grace: (rolls eyes)
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Jared P.O.V.
Jared: She slapped Me!!!!
Warren: figures... (thumbs through magazine)
JAred: You're mean!
Warren: you always say that.
Jared: Do not! anyways don't talk to Kristy!
Warren: Wtf?
Jared: Because i dont want you to talk to her, it might make Grace feel like im using Kristy.
Warren: Just cuz u meesed up your chance on love, doesnt mean i have to! (leaves)
Jared: damm... im now lonely.
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Grace P.O.V.
Grace: I hate you...
Kristy: I hate you too... oh.. wait... i have a new text.
TEXT:
Heyy Kristy; where are you?
-Warren
Reply:
At Grace's house. you wanna come over?
-Kristy
Reply:
Sure<3
-Warren
Kristy: Warren's coming over~
Grace: What?!?!
Kristy: I invited him over?
Grace: When was this your house?
Kristy: Since you told me i was your sister.
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Jared P.O.V.
Jared: I'm lonelyyy, im mister lonelyyy, i have no bodyy, im on my owwwwwwwwwwnnnnnnnnn
Random # 1: SHUT THE HELL UP!!
JAred: -cries-
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Grace P.O.V.
Grace: hi.
Warren: (walks past grace) <33 Kristyy<333 (hugs)
Kristy: WARREN<333 (hugs)
Grace: (rolls eyes.) take ur lovefest outside.
KRisty: awww...
Warren: I have a question! (raises hand)
Grace: yes?
Warren: Can you telll us a story?
Grace: uh...
Kristy: PLEASE?!
GRace: um...
Warren: Pretty please?
Grace: ah.....
Kristy: Pretty please with Jared on top?
Grace: nope. You blew it.
Kristy: Please?
Grace: Fine...
Warren: What story is it?
Grace: The day you went away
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The Day You Went Away:
I couldn't believe that after all his lies, i still loved him. Everything was so wrong. He was a curse, a curse that i loved. He made me happy. But he tore me apart the day he went away..
"Where are you going?"
"Out"
"With your suitcase?"
"Sheesh Gabby, don't over react!"
"But..."
"Just shut up."
"But..."
"Fine..."
"what?"
"It's OVER."
That was the day he went away. My best friend ,Kristen, tried to comfort me but was a complete idiot. (Kristy: Hey that sounds like me~!) Kristen had falled for JAme's best friend named Walter. Walter was a lot like Kristen and Gabby was jealous that Walter loved Kristen so much. (Warren&KRisty: Heyy!! that sounds like us~!)
One day I saw him in the Cafe. I gave him a slap then turned and walked away keeping my dignity, but i heard him whisper some last words: I miss you.. but it was already over, and tears had rolled down my face. I started to run and sob. There was nothing i could do. Nothing because of that one day. That one day had a new name. It was : the day you went away.
The End.
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Grace P.O.V.
Kristy: That Gabby person sounds like you.
Warren: MAybe it is a true story!!
Grace: (rolls eyes) -silent prayer : thank gawd they are idiots-
Kristy: So you're jealous of us?
Grace: -loos of words-
Warren: That's so kewlioss!!
GRace: confused...
Kristy: Don't worry Grace, no matter what, i still love you more than i love warren.
Warren : (offended) hey...
Grace: HEy is for horses...
Kristy (laughs)
so ima give u ppl a short story a fewparts as always. It is the Sequel to "You Promised". If you want a recap you go read it again, other wise no recap. F.Y.I. main characters are JAred and Grace. It is going to be written in the same format because i said so. =]
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Grace P.O.V.
Grace: I can't believe i slapped him
Kristy: I can. =] it was awesome!
Grace: you didn't even see it
Kristy: Oh yea~ Warren is nice. See! (shoves big teddybear into Grace's face) ho won me a bear~
Grace: Grow up.
Kristy: No.
Grace: I swear you will be killed one day de to drugged candy.
Kristy: Will not! (eats bar of chocolate)
Grace: the proof is right there! (points at half devoured choco. bar)
Kristy: (shoves bar of chocolate into mouth) whae?
Grace: (rolls eyes)
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Jared P.O.V.
Jared: She slapped Me!!!!
Warren: figures... (thumbs through magazine)
JAred: You're mean!
Warren: you always say that.
Jared: Do not! anyways don't talk to Kristy!
Warren: Wtf?
Jared: Because i dont want you to talk to her, it might make Grace feel like im using Kristy.
Warren: Just cuz u meesed up your chance on love, doesnt mean i have to! (leaves)
Jared: damm... im now lonely.
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Grace P.O.V.
Grace: I hate you...
Kristy: I hate you too... oh.. wait... i have a new text.
TEXT:
Heyy Kristy; where are you?
-Warren
Reply:
At Grace's house. you wanna come over?
-Kristy
Reply:
Sure<3
-Warren
Kristy: Warren's coming over~
Grace: What?!?!
Kristy: I invited him over?
Grace: When was this your house?
Kristy: Since you told me i was your sister.
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Jared P.O.V.
Jared: I'm lonelyyy, im mister lonelyyy, i have no bodyy, im on my owwwwwwwwwwnnnnnnnnn
Random # 1: SHUT THE HELL UP!!
JAred: -cries-
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Grace P.O.V.
Grace: hi.
Warren: (walks past grace) <33 Kristyy<333 (hugs)
Kristy: WARREN<333 (hugs)
Grace: (rolls eyes.) take ur lovefest outside.
KRisty: awww...
Warren: I have a question! (raises hand)
Grace: yes?
Warren: Can you telll us a story?
Grace: uh...
Kristy: PLEASE?!
GRace: um...
Warren: Pretty please?
Grace: ah.....
Kristy: Pretty please with Jared on top?
Grace: nope. You blew it.
Kristy: Please?
Grace: Fine...
Warren: What story is it?
Grace: The day you went away
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The Day You Went Away:
I couldn't believe that after all his lies, i still loved him. Everything was so wrong. He was a curse, a curse that i loved. He made me happy. But he tore me apart the day he went away..
"Where are you going?"
"Out"
"With your suitcase?"
"Sheesh Gabby, don't over react!"
"But..."
"Just shut up."
"But..."
"Fine..."
"what?"
"It's OVER."
That was the day he went away. My best friend ,Kristen, tried to comfort me but was a complete idiot. (Kristy: Hey that sounds like me~!) Kristen had falled for JAme's best friend named Walter. Walter was a lot like Kristen and Gabby was jealous that Walter loved Kristen so much. (Warren&KRisty: Heyy!! that sounds like us~!)
One day I saw him in the Cafe. I gave him a slap then turned and walked away keeping my dignity, but i heard him whisper some last words: I miss you.. but it was already over, and tears had rolled down my face. I started to run and sob. There was nothing i could do. Nothing because of that one day. That one day had a new name. It was : the day you went away.
The End.
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Grace P.O.V.
Kristy: That Gabby person sounds like you.
Warren: MAybe it is a true story!!
Grace: (rolls eyes) -silent prayer : thank gawd they are idiots-
Kristy: So you're jealous of us?
Grace: -loos of words-
Warren: That's so kewlioss!!
GRace: confused...
Kristy: Don't worry Grace, no matter what, i still love you more than i love warren.
Warren : (offended) hey...
Grace: HEy is for horses...
Kristy (laughs)
Thursday, October 2, 2008
NOTiCE (yea... again)::
Blogmaster::
Yea... i might not be updating oftenly cuz i wanna get good grades before the marking period ends... i'm lagging behind in math... as in homework.and i've also been absent twice already.... T^T there goes my record.... rawrz x3 so...
Sowwiieee<3
--Jennifer Chen; blogmaster
Yea... i might not be updating oftenly cuz i wanna get good grades before the marking period ends... i'm lagging behind in math... as in homework.and i've also been absent twice already.... T^T there goes my record.... rawrz x3 so...
Sowwiieee<3
--Jennifer Chen; blogmaster
Monday, September 29, 2008
One Wish: Chapter Seven
A.N. You ppl are lukkyy u get 2 chapters toda yand my rant!! don't forget to go over to Batya's page~~~~
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One Wish:
Chapter Seven:
“Selena… Can you slow down?! You walk too fast!”
“Maybe you’re just slow!”
“C’mon!!”
“…. Fine, you have ten seconds to catch up. Starting… now…”
“UGH!”
“8”
“Count slower!!!”
“5”
“Dammit!”
“3”
“Rawrs.”
“1”
I walked as she tried to catch up with me. It wasn’t really my fault. Se was just at five feet, and I was five feet four. I was about to get onto the bus to go home when all of a sudden, a hand grabbed me, yanking me off the bus.
“Finally.”
“Selena Arson, on or off?!” the bus driver screamed.
“Off”
“YAY!” Elizabeth squealed. “Anyways, I wanted to ask you if you wanted to come over today.”
“Why would I come?”
“Because you’re my friend~”
“When did I say that?”
“Just now?”
“I never said that I was your friend.”
“You just did.” Elizabeth laughed.
“I didn’t.”
Frustrated I started to walk home, only to have Elizabeth tag along. As I walked, Elizabeth constantly shattered. Occasionally it would be about the gossip in the school, and most of the time it would be about all the guys there. I finally stopped outside my house and went in.
“Mom, I’m home!”
“Oh. My. God. This is your home? Its sooooo nice!”
“Selena? Is there a guest in the house?”
“No!”
“Okay.”
I was frustrated. Elizabeth had followed me home. And on top of that, she was giving me a headache. Then I felt an imaginary lightbulb light up above my head.
“Elizabeth, you wanna play a game?”
“Sure.”
“The rules are simple. You close your eyes, and you guess where you are when I tell you to, after I move you around.”
“Ok.”
I steered Elizabeth towards the door. And I spun her around and around. I opened the door quietly. Then I closed the door.
“Okay. You can guess now.”
I walked away, and upstairs to my room. But I couldn’t help but feel that it was all wrong. IT made me feel bad. I had been bitter about everything recently, but when I was with Elizabeth, I felt lighter. All the weight had been taken off when I talked to her. So I went back downstairs, and opened the door. Elizabeth was there, sitting on the steps with her blindfolds still on.
“Are you done guessing?”
“Yah.”
“Okay.”
“What’s your final guess?”
“Outside your home.”
“Yup.”
“Do you really hate me that much?” she asked me. There were teas in her eyes.
“No.”
“Then, why would you kick me out of your house? I thought we were friends.”
“We’re not friends.”
“Oh.”
“We’re best friends.” I smiled at her, and then helped her up.
“Ya know. That line was really corny.” Elizabeth said.
“I know.”
“How `bout we go to my place?”
“Sure.”
With that, I told my mom I was going somewhere, and then walked away. I went to Elizabeth’s house and was in for a big surprise.
Elizabeth and I walked a few blocks down. Soon we were outside a beautiful house covered with flowers. It was huge. The house was so beautiful; I couldn’t believe it belonged to Elizabeth. I expected a queen to walk out of the house and scold us for being on her property. Instead, Elizabeth pulled out a set of keys, and pushed a key into the lock. She turned the key as I held my breath.
“On second thought let’s just go to the park and hang out, we’re not really done unpacking yet.” Elizabeth smiled.
“Eh…. Sure.” I replied.
We headed towards the park and I couldn’t understand why she held back. Was it because of me??
All of a sudden when we were on the swings, Elizabeth broke down and started to cry. I didn’t understand, everything was wrong…
“What’s wrong??”
“Everything!!”
“What happened?”
“I’m constantly abused, and I put my anger out on others. MY friends were afraid of me when I was in my old school. I act as if I’m a B***h because I didn’t wanna be picked on. Now, I know how everyone feels!!!”
“It’s alright, you have to learn to just let go…”
“I can’t let go of the fact that my dad is blind and is in love with a frikin’ slut of a mother. She’s not even my mother!!!”
“It’s alright. Stand up for yourself…”
“Yea.. .right… so I can get hurt?!?”
“It’s alright….”
I hugged her as she sobbed. I was never one to give advice, I couldn’t keep friends, and I wasn’t exactly the smartest. All I knew was to read, to sleep and to eat. Yes, I admit I am lazy. Elizabeth looked at me, and I smiled back. She wiped her tears and stood up.
“I, Elizabeth Lao, solemnly swear that I will never pick on anyone else again out of anger because of my stupid stepmother.”
“I think you should take back the ‘stupid mother’ part.”
“It doesn’t matter.”
“ok…”
We left the park and went our separate ways back home. When I went home, I was happy. I understood her, I found out what I was capable of doing, and that was good enough for me. My wish was near completion, I found out talents I never had before, and I might actually have a friend that can last. Only time can tell though, maybe the wish hadn’t come true, maybe it was me the whole time. I was hoping my wish could come true, but now I’m hoping it was just me making my own dreams come true… maybe… just maybe… I don’t want a friend that was given to me from a wish, I want a friend that was earned.
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Batya's page::
bethyaz-writing.blogspot.com
enjoys~
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One Wish:
Chapter Seven:
“Selena… Can you slow down?! You walk too fast!”
“Maybe you’re just slow!”
“C’mon!!”
“…. Fine, you have ten seconds to catch up. Starting… now…”
“UGH!”
“8”
“Count slower!!!”
“5”
“Dammit!”
“3”
“Rawrs.”
“1”
I walked as she tried to catch up with me. It wasn’t really my fault. Se was just at five feet, and I was five feet four. I was about to get onto the bus to go home when all of a sudden, a hand grabbed me, yanking me off the bus.
“Finally.”
“Selena Arson, on or off?!” the bus driver screamed.
“Off”
“YAY!” Elizabeth squealed. “Anyways, I wanted to ask you if you wanted to come over today.”
“Why would I come?”
“Because you’re my friend~”
“When did I say that?”
“Just now?”
“I never said that I was your friend.”
“You just did.” Elizabeth laughed.
“I didn’t.”
Frustrated I started to walk home, only to have Elizabeth tag along. As I walked, Elizabeth constantly shattered. Occasionally it would be about the gossip in the school, and most of the time it would be about all the guys there. I finally stopped outside my house and went in.
“Mom, I’m home!”
“Oh. My. God. This is your home? Its sooooo nice!”
“Selena? Is there a guest in the house?”
“No!”
“Okay.”
I was frustrated. Elizabeth had followed me home. And on top of that, she was giving me a headache. Then I felt an imaginary lightbulb light up above my head.
“Elizabeth, you wanna play a game?”
“Sure.”
“The rules are simple. You close your eyes, and you guess where you are when I tell you to, after I move you around.”
“Ok.”
I steered Elizabeth towards the door. And I spun her around and around. I opened the door quietly. Then I closed the door.
“Okay. You can guess now.”
I walked away, and upstairs to my room. But I couldn’t help but feel that it was all wrong. IT made me feel bad. I had been bitter about everything recently, but when I was with Elizabeth, I felt lighter. All the weight had been taken off when I talked to her. So I went back downstairs, and opened the door. Elizabeth was there, sitting on the steps with her blindfolds still on.
“Are you done guessing?”
“Yah.”
“Okay.”
“What’s your final guess?”
“Outside your home.”
“Yup.”
“Do you really hate me that much?” she asked me. There were teas in her eyes.
“No.”
“Then, why would you kick me out of your house? I thought we were friends.”
“We’re not friends.”
“Oh.”
“We’re best friends.” I smiled at her, and then helped her up.
“Ya know. That line was really corny.” Elizabeth said.
“I know.”
“How `bout we go to my place?”
“Sure.”
With that, I told my mom I was going somewhere, and then walked away. I went to Elizabeth’s house and was in for a big surprise.
Elizabeth and I walked a few blocks down. Soon we were outside a beautiful house covered with flowers. It was huge. The house was so beautiful; I couldn’t believe it belonged to Elizabeth. I expected a queen to walk out of the house and scold us for being on her property. Instead, Elizabeth pulled out a set of keys, and pushed a key into the lock. She turned the key as I held my breath.
“On second thought let’s just go to the park and hang out, we’re not really done unpacking yet.” Elizabeth smiled.
“Eh…. Sure.” I replied.
We headed towards the park and I couldn’t understand why she held back. Was it because of me??
All of a sudden when we were on the swings, Elizabeth broke down and started to cry. I didn’t understand, everything was wrong…
“What’s wrong??”
“Everything!!”
“What happened?”
“I’m constantly abused, and I put my anger out on others. MY friends were afraid of me when I was in my old school. I act as if I’m a B***h because I didn’t wanna be picked on. Now, I know how everyone feels!!!”
“It’s alright, you have to learn to just let go…”
“I can’t let go of the fact that my dad is blind and is in love with a frikin’ slut of a mother. She’s not even my mother!!!”
“It’s alright. Stand up for yourself…”
“Yea.. .right… so I can get hurt?!?”
“It’s alright….”
I hugged her as she sobbed. I was never one to give advice, I couldn’t keep friends, and I wasn’t exactly the smartest. All I knew was to read, to sleep and to eat. Yes, I admit I am lazy. Elizabeth looked at me, and I smiled back. She wiped her tears and stood up.
“I, Elizabeth Lao, solemnly swear that I will never pick on anyone else again out of anger because of my stupid stepmother.”
“I think you should take back the ‘stupid mother’ part.”
“It doesn’t matter.”
“ok…”
We left the park and went our separate ways back home. When I went home, I was happy. I understood her, I found out what I was capable of doing, and that was good enough for me. My wish was near completion, I found out talents I never had before, and I might actually have a friend that can last. Only time can tell though, maybe the wish hadn’t come true, maybe it was me the whole time. I was hoping my wish could come true, but now I’m hoping it was just me making my own dreams come true… maybe… just maybe… I don’t want a friend that was given to me from a wish, I want a friend that was earned.
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Batya's page::
bethyaz-writing.blogspot.com
enjoys~
Unicorn- the mysterious creature
My rant about unicorns cuz im just really bored...
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Unicorns are idiots. They think they're sooooooo good. Their names dont even match them!!! I totaly agree with the "uni" part. But seriously!! Uni "corn"?? it doesnt make sense!!!!! unicorns aren't made from corn, don't like corn or smell like it. In fact, it probably smells like manure.... or like a horse!!!! isnt it suppoesed to be aclled "Unihorn"?!? Because it only has one f***in horn!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Who the hell cares about its shinynesS????? it doesnt even exist dammit!! even if it did, lions would've eaten it by now!!!!! Even if it did, my awesome dragon would've eaten it too!! now don't go on about how dragons dont exist!! BECAUSE THEY TOTALLY DO EXIST!!!!!! Anyways back to the topic:: No one thinks unicorns exist!!! Unicorns dont shine with the god damned moonlight, and they aren't silvery either!! If they want silvery go to the hella cool moon!!!! Stupid unicorns tyhink they're so good because they have a frikin horn. Well so does a narwhale and it doesnt boast about it!!!! And a bull has TWOO horns!! What's so great about a stupid unicorn?!?!? Screw them!! Dragosns are better... Yea... im getting really offf.... back on track::
Unicorns don't make sense!! might as well stick a plastic cone onto a frikin horse!!!!
yea.. ima end this now... cuz... m no longer bored just pissed that unicorns thiink they're so frikin kewl.
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Unicorns are idiots. They think they're sooooooo good. Their names dont even match them!!! I totaly agree with the "uni" part. But seriously!! Uni "corn"?? it doesnt make sense!!!!! unicorns aren't made from corn, don't like corn or smell like it. In fact, it probably smells like manure.... or like a horse!!!! isnt it suppoesed to be aclled "Unihorn"?!? Because it only has one f***in horn!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Who the hell cares about its shinynesS????? it doesnt even exist dammit!! even if it did, lions would've eaten it by now!!!!! Even if it did, my awesome dragon would've eaten it too!! now don't go on about how dragons dont exist!! BECAUSE THEY TOTALLY DO EXIST!!!!!! Anyways back to the topic:: No one thinks unicorns exist!!! Unicorns dont shine with the god damned moonlight, and they aren't silvery either!! If they want silvery go to the hella cool moon!!!! Stupid unicorns tyhink they're so good because they have a frikin horn. Well so does a narwhale and it doesnt boast about it!!!! And a bull has TWOO horns!! What's so great about a stupid unicorn?!?!? Screw them!! Dragosns are better... Yea... im getting really offf.... back on track::
Unicorns don't make sense!! might as well stick a plastic cone onto a frikin horse!!!!
yea.. ima end this now... cuz... m no longer bored just pissed that unicorns thiink they're so frikin kewl.
One Wish: Chapter Five
One Wish
Chapter 5:
It was 5th period; time for lunch. AS I ran off to the lunchroom, I banged into a girl with large brown eyes and short brown hair. I smiled at her and said I was sorry then ran off again to the lunchroom.
In the lunch room, I sat down in the corner. As I started to eat my lunch the same girl came up to me. She smiled at me and I smiled back then got back to eating. I wondered why she would want to eat at the same table as me, no one else even wanted to be near me. Vanessa had spread a rumor that I had B.O. (body odor). It was embarrassing but I held my head high. I didn’t want to be backstabbed; besides the children were all stupid to believe stupid rumors. They laugh now, but they probably won’t laugh if the rumor was about them.
“ä½ å¥½。” The girl said to me.
“Excuse me?”
“I’m sorry, I said hello in my home language. My name is Elizabeth.”
“Oh. My name is Selena.”
“I’m new to this school and I don’t know anyone yet. My mom said this was a good chance to make new friends since I’m constantly moving. But she promised me that we wouldn’t move anymore.”
I stared at her blankly. How could she be so relaxed around someone who had a “B.O. issue”? Everyone was holding their nose when they saw me walking down the hall. I resumed eating my lunch and Elizabeth took out a container. She pulled something out of the container and it looked like a spring roll. Spring rolls were one of my favorite things.
“What are you eating?”
“Spring rolls, would you like one?”
“Sure!”
I took a spring roll and munched on the crunchy shell quietly. It was mixed with many delicious flavors. The spring rolls I have eaten had never tasted that good.
“Why did you choose to sit next to me? There are so many other people who you can make friends with.”
“It is because you are in pain. I can see it in your eyes. You feel unhappy inside.”
“Why do you care? Why didn’t you believe the rumors?”
“Because, I believe that everyone is struggling in this world. You’re one of the many people that don’t have it easy. Rumors are made so that people feel better about themselves, but you don’t need to hurt others to feel more superior. You need to respect others, not just yourself.”
“How would you know?”
“Because, I used to be one of them!” Elizabeth said. Tears rolled down her face and we ate lunch silently. But she wiped her tears away.
I think that this was just the beginning of a good friendship. My head felt lighter after I talked to Elizabeth. Maybe she was the friend I’ve been looking for. She was strong and she cared about others. If I had a choice I would have her as my only friend rather than having many others. MY wish was one step closer to coming true. Maybe wishes do come true…
Chapter 5:
It was 5th period; time for lunch. AS I ran off to the lunchroom, I banged into a girl with large brown eyes and short brown hair. I smiled at her and said I was sorry then ran off again to the lunchroom.
In the lunch room, I sat down in the corner. As I started to eat my lunch the same girl came up to me. She smiled at me and I smiled back then got back to eating. I wondered why she would want to eat at the same table as me, no one else even wanted to be near me. Vanessa had spread a rumor that I had B.O. (body odor). It was embarrassing but I held my head high. I didn’t want to be backstabbed; besides the children were all stupid to believe stupid rumors. They laugh now, but they probably won’t laugh if the rumor was about them.
“ä½ å¥½。” The girl said to me.
“Excuse me?”
“I’m sorry, I said hello in my home language. My name is Elizabeth.”
“Oh. My name is Selena.”
“I’m new to this school and I don’t know anyone yet. My mom said this was a good chance to make new friends since I’m constantly moving. But she promised me that we wouldn’t move anymore.”
I stared at her blankly. How could she be so relaxed around someone who had a “B.O. issue”? Everyone was holding their nose when they saw me walking down the hall. I resumed eating my lunch and Elizabeth took out a container. She pulled something out of the container and it looked like a spring roll. Spring rolls were one of my favorite things.
“What are you eating?”
“Spring rolls, would you like one?”
“Sure!”
I took a spring roll and munched on the crunchy shell quietly. It was mixed with many delicious flavors. The spring rolls I have eaten had never tasted that good.
“Why did you choose to sit next to me? There are so many other people who you can make friends with.”
“It is because you are in pain. I can see it in your eyes. You feel unhappy inside.”
“Why do you care? Why didn’t you believe the rumors?”
“Because, I believe that everyone is struggling in this world. You’re one of the many people that don’t have it easy. Rumors are made so that people feel better about themselves, but you don’t need to hurt others to feel more superior. You need to respect others, not just yourself.”
“How would you know?”
“Because, I used to be one of them!” Elizabeth said. Tears rolled down her face and we ate lunch silently. But she wiped her tears away.
I think that this was just the beginning of a good friendship. My head felt lighter after I talked to Elizabeth. Maybe she was the friend I’ve been looking for. She was strong and she cared about others. If I had a choice I would have her as my only friend rather than having many others. MY wish was one step closer to coming true. Maybe wishes do come true…
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Finally
This poem is dedicated to Batya Z. who finally threw her Bat Mitzvah party today. 09/20/08.
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Congratz i say,
Congratz to you,
You're finally a woman,
I'm glad too,
You're now officially more mature,
With responsibilities,
You've never had before,
It's something new,
But you'll understand along the way,
Because nothing is hard if you're willing to stay,
You'll work hard,
Because you always do,
But now,
You're finally there,
You've passed the mark,
And is finally a woman at last,
Congratz to you,
Because now,
You're FINALLY there.
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Congratz i say,
Congratz to you,
You're finally a woman,
I'm glad too,
You're now officially more mature,
With responsibilities,
You've never had before,
It's something new,
But you'll understand along the way,
Because nothing is hard if you're willing to stay,
You'll work hard,
Because you always do,
But now,
You're finally there,
You've passed the mark,
And is finally a woman at last,
Congratz to you,
Because now,
You're FINALLY there.
Don't Leave Me
This poem is dedicated to all those who have lost their love ones through death. I now truely understand that Death isn't that great sometimes, and you should treasure those you have now.
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I stared at your pale face,
And thought about you again,
I let the tears fall down my face,
Flowing down like a river.
Nobody heard my silent plea,
'Don't Leave Me',
I wanted you to stay,
But maybe I'll meet you in heaven someday.
I didn't want to cry,
I wanted to look brave,
But it wasn't wasy,
When you left me that day.
Your eyes lost its color,
And would never open,
That cheerful smile is now gone,
Nobody heard my silent plaea,
'Don't Leave ME.'
I didn't want you to disappear,
I don't know why it happened,
I miss you, i need you,
And i'll still love you,
Though you've gone away.
Maybbe,
I'll see you in heaven someday...
But i prayed to god,
I don't want to lose you,
But you're gone,
Nobody heard my silent plea,
'Don't Leave ME."
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I stared at your pale face,
And thought about you again,
I let the tears fall down my face,
Flowing down like a river.
Nobody heard my silent plea,
'Don't Leave Me',
I wanted you to stay,
But maybe I'll meet you in heaven someday.
I didn't want to cry,
I wanted to look brave,
But it wasn't wasy,
When you left me that day.
Your eyes lost its color,
And would never open,
That cheerful smile is now gone,
Nobody heard my silent plaea,
'Don't Leave ME.'
I didn't want you to disappear,
I don't know why it happened,
I miss you, i need you,
And i'll still love you,
Though you've gone away.
Maybbe,
I'll see you in heaven someday...
But i prayed to god,
I don't want to lose you,
But you're gone,
Nobody heard my silent plea,
'Don't Leave ME."
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
MY Dreams
Another poem.
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In my dreams,
I see you,
In my dreams,
I see me.
In my dreams,
We walk down the milky way,
Too bad this wasn't true.
In my dreams,
I see a cow,
In my dreams,
I see a pig.
In my dreams,
They jump over the moon,
Too bad it wasn't true.
In my dreams,
I'm in love,
In my dreams,
I was with you.
In my dreams,
We walk hand in hand,
THank god this wasn't true.
In my dreams,
I wish for something,
In my dreams,
I wish for someone who understands.
In my dreams,
Are everything,
But dreams don't come true.
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This is to keep you not bored waiting for stories to come out.
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In my dreams,
I see you,
In my dreams,
I see me.
In my dreams,
We walk down the milky way,
Too bad this wasn't true.
In my dreams,
I see a cow,
In my dreams,
I see a pig.
In my dreams,
They jump over the moon,
Too bad it wasn't true.
In my dreams,
I'm in love,
In my dreams,
I was with you.
In my dreams,
We walk hand in hand,
THank god this wasn't true.
In my dreams,
I wish for something,
In my dreams,
I wish for someone who understands.
In my dreams,
Are everything,
But dreams don't come true.
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This is to keep you not bored waiting for stories to come out.
Friday, September 12, 2008
Another Day
THis is another poem written by me. It's called Another DAy.
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Another day that passed me by,
And made me want to cry,
Another day that passed me by,
Another day to weep and hope,
THat eventually everything will be fine.
Another day just passed me by,
And i don't know what to do,
It's just another day,
Another day where i can wish for you,
And eventually maybe you'll be back.
Another day had flown past me,
And i don't know what to do,
Can't you see that with each passing day,
My heart is ripped into twos.
Another day,
I cry out loud,
Wishing on a star,
I try to ease my pain a bit,
But hurt in the end.
Can't you see it's just another day,
Another day in pain,
Another day that i realize,
I can't live without you,
It'ss just another day that i,
Miss you,
Need you,
And don't know what to do.
Cuz it's just another day...
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End.
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Another day that passed me by,
And made me want to cry,
Another day that passed me by,
Another day to weep and hope,
THat eventually everything will be fine.
Another day just passed me by,
And i don't know what to do,
It's just another day,
Another day where i can wish for you,
And eventually maybe you'll be back.
Another day had flown past me,
And i don't know what to do,
Can't you see that with each passing day,
My heart is ripped into twos.
Another day,
I cry out loud,
Wishing on a star,
I try to ease my pain a bit,
But hurt in the end.
Can't you see it's just another day,
Another day in pain,
Another day that i realize,
I can't live without you,
It'ss just another day that i,
Miss you,
Need you,
And don't know what to do.
Cuz it's just another day...
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End.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
10 reasons why you should NEVER cut school
10 reasons why you should NEVER cut school
1. You end up going to more classes to make up for those u missed.
2. Homework starts piling up on you
3. You will be watchedconstantly
4. You lsoe your parents trust.
5. Your parents will ground you.
6. ITs a naughty thing to do.
7. You end up pissed off and break something
8. The whole classs is suffering while you're playing
9. THe teacher will get pissed at you.
10. Just dont cout school.
11. Susan will stuff a banana up your butt.
Yup. Thee end.
12. Sammii will sit on you
13. I will take my awesome machine gun and shoot you!.
Now its the end.
1. You end up going to more classes to make up for those u missed.
2. Homework starts piling up on you
3. You will be watchedconstantly
4. You lsoe your parents trust.
5. Your parents will ground you.
6. ITs a naughty thing to do.
7. You end up pissed off and break something
8. The whole classs is suffering while you're playing
9. THe teacher will get pissed at you.
10. Just dont cout school.
11. Susan will stuff a banana up your butt.
Yup. Thee end.
12. Sammii will sit on you
13. I will take my awesome machine gun and shoot you!.
Now its the end.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
You Promised (a short story) Part Two
P.O.V. Jared:
"Warren, what should i do?" >:o
"I don't know." =.=
"Thanks a lot." =.=
"Any day dude."
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P.O.V. Grace:
"Kristy, i miss him." T^T
"Well, stop missing him." >=o
"I can't." T^T
"You can."
"No."
Yes."
"No."
"Yes."
"No."
"Shut up!!!" (Kristy throws a pillow at Grace.)
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P.O.V. Jared:
"WArren, you remind me of someone." :o
"Really? Who?"
"A girl."
"EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW" (he fakes throw up)
"Her name is Kristy."
"Ew."
"You're sounding a lot like her."
"Is not!"
"Is to!"
"Is not!"
"Is to!"
"Is not!"
"Shut Up!" (Warren throws a soccer ball at Jared's head.)
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P.O.V. Grace:
"i'll get over him..." =o
"Will not!"
"You remind me of someone."
"Who?"
"WArren."
Who the bleeping hell is that?"
"Jared's best friend."
"Is he a guy?"
"Yah."
"EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW"
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P.O.V. Jared:
"I'm goin to text her."
"Whatever dude"
(WArren texts)
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P.O.V. Grace:
"I just got a text from him.
"What ever"
"I needa go, and you're coming with me."
"To where?"
"A candy store."
"Really?"
"No."
"THen where?"
"Gamestop."
"Really?"
"Yup!"
"What are you waiting for?!?!"
(Kristy drags Grace out the door.)
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P.O.V. Jared:
"I gotta go dude."
"Wait for me!"
"Really?"
"Yup!"
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(At a Cafe.)
"You lieeddd!!!"
"Shut up!"
"T^T You made me cry."
"THere he is!"
(Jared Arrives)
"Warren meet Kristy" Grace said.
"You equals major fag to the third power!" Kristy said.
"Nooo... you equals jerk to the zillionth power." Warren argued.
"Soo... uh.. how've you been?" Jared asked.
"Hurt." Grace replied.
"Why?"
"Because you promised me!"
"I'm sorry."
(grace slaps Jared)
"I can't look at you anymore without thinking about all the lies you've told me."
"I'm-"
"Don't say another word."
"Lalalaaa~!" Kristy sang.
(WArren and Kristy went to a nearby arcade. THey both wanted the huge stuffed teddybear.)
"I'm sorry. But, i've gotta go." Grace said.
"..."
(Grace turns and leaves but she halts for a little while, then a wind comes and she whispers something.)
"I miss you, grace..."
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So this is the story about a broken hearted girl, and about an idiot of a boy.
"Warren, what should i do?" >:o
"I don't know." =.=
"Thanks a lot." =.=
"Any day dude."
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P.O.V. Grace:
"Kristy, i miss him." T^T
"Well, stop missing him." >=o
"I can't." T^T
"You can."
"No."
Yes."
"No."
"Yes."
"No."
"Shut up!!!" (Kristy throws a pillow at Grace.)
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P.O.V. Jared:
"WArren, you remind me of someone." :o
"Really? Who?"
"A girl."
"EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW" (he fakes throw up)
"Her name is Kristy."
"Ew."
"You're sounding a lot like her."
"Is not!"
"Is to!"
"Is not!"
"Is to!"
"Is not!"
"Shut Up!" (Warren throws a soccer ball at Jared's head.)
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P.O.V. Grace:
"i'll get over him..." =o
"Will not!"
"You remind me of someone."
"Who?"
"WArren."
Who the bleeping hell is that?"
"Jared's best friend."
"Is he a guy?"
"Yah."
"EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW"
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P.O.V. Jared:
"I'm goin to text her."
"Whatever dude"
(WArren texts)
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P.O.V. Grace:
"I just got a text from him.
"What ever"
"I needa go, and you're coming with me."
"To where?"
"A candy store."
"Really?"
"No."
"THen where?"
"Gamestop."
"Really?"
"Yup!"
"What are you waiting for?!?!"
(Kristy drags Grace out the door.)
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P.O.V. Jared:
"I gotta go dude."
"Wait for me!"
"Really?"
"Yup!"
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(At a Cafe.)
"You lieeddd!!!"
"Shut up!"
"T^T You made me cry."
"THere he is!"
(Jared Arrives)
"Warren meet Kristy" Grace said.
"You equals major fag to the third power!" Kristy said.
"Nooo... you equals jerk to the zillionth power." Warren argued.
"Soo... uh.. how've you been?" Jared asked.
"Hurt." Grace replied.
"Why?"
"Because you promised me!"
"I'm sorry."
(grace slaps Jared)
"I can't look at you anymore without thinking about all the lies you've told me."
"I'm-"
"Don't say another word."
"Lalalaaa~!" Kristy sang.
(WArren and Kristy went to a nearby arcade. THey both wanted the huge stuffed teddybear.)
"I'm sorry. But, i've gotta go." Grace said.
"..."
(Grace turns and leaves but she halts for a little while, then a wind comes and she whispers something.)
"I miss you, grace..."
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So this is the story about a broken hearted girl, and about an idiot of a boy.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
You Promised (a short story) Part One
This story has to points of views. When you see this : ---------- it means its the other person's point of view, and it will pick up where i left off. So enjoy my short story: You Promised. FEaturing a girl named Grace and a boy named Jared.
P.O.V.: Grace-
"I saw him today, Kristy." =[
"Andd??" o.o"
"HE stareds at me, then walked away." =/
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P.O.V.: Jared-
"I saw her today, Warren." =/
"So what? She's just a girl." =.=
"She looked different." =[
"Who cares." =o
"I Do..." :|
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P.O.V.: Grace-
"WE were at the bar." =o
"Why didn't you invite me?" >:o
"My brother was there. And he went to pick me up." o.o
"Oh." o.o
"He was with another girl. She was really pretty." T^T
"Why do you still care?" O.o?
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P.O.V.: Jared-
"I saw her at the bar." =o
"O.m.g. big shock." (at this point Warren rolls his eyes at Jared."
"Why do i even talk to you?" =.=
"'Cause I'm your friend?" o.o
"Then my sister came. She turned away when my sister came." T . T
"You mean the sister, with looonnnggg blond hair, green eyes, and has like a gre-" =p
"Yeah. That one. What other sister do i have?!?!" >=o
"No clue. Are you testing me?" o.o?
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P.O.V.: Grace-
"He promised me, that, we'd be together...forever..." (at this point, Grace breaks down an cries)
"Boys are bit**es." = o =
"You always say that." o.o"
"But it's always true."
"He walked away, and my brother took me to his new sports car. He drove me home, then left." o.o
"I don't get why you keep calling him a 'he'. 'HE's more like a 'she'." - o -
(Grace stares at Kristy.)
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P.O.V.: Jared-
"I promised her, that, we'd be together forever." T^T
"Lieeesss." =o
"I kinda realize that now...." =.=
"You do?"o.o
"Yea." =.=
"Oh. Okay." o.o
"Her new boyfriend drove her home in a cool looking sports car." =|
"REALLY?!?! How did it look like?!?"O.O
"Nevermind."=.=
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P.O.V.: Grace-
"I looked back whe i got into the car." ><
"Who cares. If i were you, he'd/ she'd be dead by now." :o
"DON'T KiLL HiM!!!" (Grace freaks out)
"Why not?" o.o
"Because."
"Why?"
"JUST BECAUSE!" (Grace throws a pillow at Kristy.)
P.O.V.: Grace-
"I saw him today, Kristy." =[
"Andd??" o.o"
"HE stareds at me, then walked away." =/
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P.O.V.: Jared-
"I saw her today, Warren." =/
"So what? She's just a girl." =.=
"She looked different." =[
"Who cares." =o
"I Do..." :|
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P.O.V.: Grace-
"WE were at the bar." =o
"Why didn't you invite me?" >:o
"My brother was there. And he went to pick me up." o.o
"Oh." o.o
"He was with another girl. She was really pretty." T^T
"Why do you still care?" O.o?
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P.O.V.: Jared-
"I saw her at the bar." =o
"O.m.g. big shock." (at this point Warren rolls his eyes at Jared."
"Why do i even talk to you?" =.=
"'Cause I'm your friend?" o.o
"Then my sister came. She turned away when my sister came." T . T
"You mean the sister, with looonnnggg blond hair, green eyes, and has like a gre-" =p
"Yeah. That one. What other sister do i have?!?!" >=o
"No clue. Are you testing me?" o.o?
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P.O.V.: Grace-
"He promised me, that, we'd be together...forever..." (at this point, Grace breaks down an cries)
"Boys are bit**es." = o =
"You always say that." o.o"
"But it's always true."
"He walked away, and my brother took me to his new sports car. He drove me home, then left." o.o
"I don't get why you keep calling him a 'he'. 'HE's more like a 'she'." - o -
(Grace stares at Kristy.)
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P.O.V.: Jared-
"I promised her, that, we'd be together forever." T^T
"Lieeesss." =o
"I kinda realize that now...." =.=
"You do?"o.o
"Yea." =.=
"Oh. Okay." o.o
"Her new boyfriend drove her home in a cool looking sports car." =|
"REALLY?!?! How did it look like?!?"O.O
"Nevermind."=.=
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P.O.V.: Grace-
"I looked back whe i got into the car." ><
"Who cares. If i were you, he'd/ she'd be dead by now." :o
"DON'T KiLL HiM!!!" (Grace freaks out)
"Why not?" o.o
"Because."
"Why?"
"JUST BECAUSE!" (Grace throws a pillow at Kristy.)
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Washed Away
Inspiration from Batya's title of her recent poem (With the Tide)
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We left footprints in the sand,
When we held hand in hand,
We walked towards the ocean,
And we stared at the sea,
Too bad it had to end,
Too bad it was a fake,
Now all the footprints,
Are washed away.
Who knows where the footprints went,
I know where my other half went,
It feels so empty,
To be all by myself,
Walking with no one,
And staring at the sea.
Just like the footprints,
THat got washed away,
I was washed away,
From the sea in his memory.
Just like that,
I was washed away,
FAster than my footprints,
Made in the sand,
Just like that,
We weren't hand in hand,
Our love,
Had been washed away,
Along with the footprints in the sand.
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End.
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We left footprints in the sand,
When we held hand in hand,
We walked towards the ocean,
And we stared at the sea,
Too bad it had to end,
Too bad it was a fake,
Now all the footprints,
Are washed away.
Who knows where the footprints went,
I know where my other half went,
It feels so empty,
To be all by myself,
Walking with no one,
And staring at the sea.
Just like the footprints,
THat got washed away,
I was washed away,
From the sea in his memory.
Just like that,
I was washed away,
FAster than my footprints,
Made in the sand,
Just like that,
We weren't hand in hand,
Our love,
Had been washed away,
Along with the footprints in the sand.
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End.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
One Wish: Chapter Three
Everything I’ve ever wanted I made a wish last night. I hoped everything would come true, but I knew it probably wouldn’t. It was a shooting star before school started again. I was hoping I would strike luck for once in my life. I went outside Vanessa’s house waiting for my “best friend” to come out so we could go ride the bus to school together. Everyday she was late and I had no clue why I even put up with it.
(20 minutes later)
“HEY!! IT’S ME! IT’S VANESSA!!”
“Oh… Hey.”
I never acted that way before. I used to hug her when she came and start squealing with delight. I no longer felt like I needed a friend to be happy. I no longer felt like I should put up with it. Then I knew I had to make a move.
“Idon’twannabeyourfriendanymorei’msickofyou!” I blurted out in one breath.
“What did you just say?”
“I said that I don’t wanna be your friend anymore, I’m sick of you! You’re constantly late, and you think too highly of yourself!!”
“You don’t know what I’m capable of doing.”
“Do what? Ruin my life?”
“Yes. I can brand you loser for life.”
“I don’t care!!! My life is already bits and pieces and I found out wishes don’t come true!”
I stormed off and ran to school. Instead of feeling depressed, I felt giddy. I felt like I was only 5 years old with no worries. Everything seemed perfect, and then I thought back to what I had said to Vanessa. I never knew I had so much confidence in me. I never knew that I had any confidence. Maybe wishes do come true, and this was just the beginning.
(On the Bus)
I sat down on the bus, all by myself, and felt giddy. All of a sudden, the bus swerved and a girl with long wavy brown hair fell onto me. She smiled at me embarressed and walked away.
'Clumsy...' i thought, but it wasn't really her fault she was walking on the aisle as the bus swerved and plus she was looking at someone. I turned to see who she was looking at. It was a tall guy with red hair. THen she walked to the back of the bus, with the other girls.
'Stuck up popular kids.'
"Everybody get off the bus, we're at the school."
(In 1st Period ELA)
“Students, as you all know, after breaks we have new seats…” the old gasbag teacher rasped out.
“Aw… c’mon…” moaned a few of the kids.
“How childish,” I murmured under my breath.
Then old gasbag started to list off who sat where. I had the best seat and then Vanessa came into the room late. She smiled at the teacher and he sat her in the front of the class.
‘Perfect’ I thought, ‘now, she’ll be drenched in old gasbag’s spittle.’ I laughed to myself as I was placed in the very back of the room. I thought that was the perfect place. I was in the back row, by the door in the corner. I could read In the corner and no one would see. I smiled, everything was perfect so far. Maybe I could find happiness, where ever it is.
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Thxx for reading, go to batya's site for next chapter.
(20 minutes later)
“HEY!! IT’S ME! IT’S VANESSA!!”
“Oh… Hey.”
I never acted that way before. I used to hug her when she came and start squealing with delight. I no longer felt like I needed a friend to be happy. I no longer felt like I should put up with it. Then I knew I had to make a move.
“Idon’twannabeyourfriendanymorei’msickofyou!” I blurted out in one breath.
“What did you just say?”
“I said that I don’t wanna be your friend anymore, I’m sick of you! You’re constantly late, and you think too highly of yourself!!”
“You don’t know what I’m capable of doing.”
“Do what? Ruin my life?”
“Yes. I can brand you loser for life.”
“I don’t care!!! My life is already bits and pieces and I found out wishes don’t come true!”
I stormed off and ran to school. Instead of feeling depressed, I felt giddy. I felt like I was only 5 years old with no worries. Everything seemed perfect, and then I thought back to what I had said to Vanessa. I never knew I had so much confidence in me. I never knew that I had any confidence. Maybe wishes do come true, and this was just the beginning.
(On the Bus)
I sat down on the bus, all by myself, and felt giddy. All of a sudden, the bus swerved and a girl with long wavy brown hair fell onto me. She smiled at me embarressed and walked away.
'Clumsy...' i thought, but it wasn't really her fault she was walking on the aisle as the bus swerved and plus she was looking at someone. I turned to see who she was looking at. It was a tall guy with red hair. THen she walked to the back of the bus, with the other girls.
'Stuck up popular kids.'
"Everybody get off the bus, we're at the school."
(In 1st Period ELA)
“Students, as you all know, after breaks we have new seats…” the old gasbag teacher rasped out.
“Aw… c’mon…” moaned a few of the kids.
“How childish,” I murmured under my breath.
Then old gasbag started to list off who sat where. I had the best seat and then Vanessa came into the room late. She smiled at the teacher and he sat her in the front of the class.
‘Perfect’ I thought, ‘now, she’ll be drenched in old gasbag’s spittle.’ I laughed to myself as I was placed in the very back of the room. I thought that was the perfect place. I was in the back row, by the door in the corner. I could read In the corner and no one would see. I smiled, everything was perfect so far. Maybe I could find happiness, where ever it is.
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Thxx for reading, go to batya's site for next chapter.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Poems:
Yea...
THe summer poems about each person... i quit. =p
I quit before it even started. =p
So.
Deal. With. It.
THe summer poems about each person... i quit. =p
I quit before it even started. =p
So.
Deal. With. It.
One Wish: Chapter One
I looked up at the stars, then at the moon.
‘Wow, the moon is so beautiful tonight, a full moon. A moon full of promise and of hope.’
I smiled up at the moon, it was just so magical, so beautiful, so... well... mysterious. I wished that i could be liek the moon, beautiful, and swift. THen out of no where, i felt thirsty. Wanting to quench my thirst, i went down the carpeted steps and into the kitchen.
In the kitchen, i looked for my normal drink: a can of soda or else a cup of orange juice. Frustrated i couldn't find a single drink. So, i opted for a cup of clear, refreshing water. Taking a glass cup, i poured a cup of water. Staring out of the window i stared at the stars that shone like diamonds in the sky.
"Twinkle, twinkle little star, how i wonder what you are," i heard myself humming.
When i was humming i realized that i only had one friend, as was okay with it. But i had to pretend, something i didn't like. i tried to go with the flow, and i lost my own personality. I wanted to be happy without faking it. THat was when it happened, a star fell out of the sky. It was a "Blink or else you'll miss it scene". Without hesitating, i wished on the star.
"I wish for happiness, to discover my true self."
Then out of no where, i dropped my glass of water. The glass had broken, and i wondered if my wish wouldn't come true. I wondered if it was a sign that my wish would never come true. But i knew that there's always a chance of it happening. So i cleaned it up and went to bed, wishing again and again for my wish to come true.
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A/N-- Yay~! Chapter one is finally up. Check out Batya's Blog for chapter two. Thxx<3
http://bethyaz-writing.blogspot.com/2008/08/one-wish.html <- Link to One Wish Chapter 2
‘Wow, the moon is so beautiful tonight, a full moon. A moon full of promise and of hope.’
I smiled up at the moon, it was just so magical, so beautiful, so... well... mysterious. I wished that i could be liek the moon, beautiful, and swift. THen out of no where, i felt thirsty. Wanting to quench my thirst, i went down the carpeted steps and into the kitchen.
In the kitchen, i looked for my normal drink: a can of soda or else a cup of orange juice. Frustrated i couldn't find a single drink. So, i opted for a cup of clear, refreshing water. Taking a glass cup, i poured a cup of water. Staring out of the window i stared at the stars that shone like diamonds in the sky.
"Twinkle, twinkle little star, how i wonder what you are," i heard myself humming.
When i was humming i realized that i only had one friend, as was okay with it. But i had to pretend, something i didn't like. i tried to go with the flow, and i lost my own personality. I wanted to be happy without faking it. THat was when it happened, a star fell out of the sky. It was a "Blink or else you'll miss it scene". Without hesitating, i wished on the star.
"I wish for happiness, to discover my true self."
Then out of no where, i dropped my glass of water. The glass had broken, and i wondered if my wish wouldn't come true. I wondered if it was a sign that my wish would never come true. But i knew that there's always a chance of it happening. So i cleaned it up and went to bed, wishing again and again for my wish to come true.
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A/N-- Yay~! Chapter one is finally up. Check out Batya's Blog for chapter two. Thxx<3
http://bethyaz-writing.blogspot.com/2008/08/one-wish.html <- Link to One Wish Chapter 2
Monday, August 18, 2008
NOTiC3:::::!!!!!!!!
Due to lack of interest::
-> I will no longer be writing the stories::
-One Hope; although further chapters may be posted, all i have to do is find my note book. ^^""
-Left Alone; because I'm running out of ideas
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Batya & I will be making a story together; so stayed tune for that.
For each day left in my summer school, i will be writing a poem and posting it up. Each one will be about the wild friend(s) i have made in a boring school.
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Yea.... Um... Thats it.
-> I will no longer be writing the stories::
-One Hope; although further chapters may be posted, all i have to do is find my note book. ^^""
-Left Alone; because I'm running out of ideas
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Batya & I will be making a story together; so stayed tune for that.
For each day left in my summer school, i will be writing a poem and posting it up. Each one will be about the wild friend(s) i have made in a boring school.
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Yea.... Um... Thats it.
Summer: 2008.
The sun shined,
In 2008,
There were rains,
In 2008.
The unforgetable summer,
In 2008,
When new friends were made,
And i felt like i belonged.
In 2008,
The summer so great,
THe friends i cannot forget,
All of this happened in the summer of 2008.
We played Marco-Polo,
Mafia,
And more,
All of it in the summer of 2008.
I will wipe my tears away,
When this summer finally ends,
The summer i cannot forget,
THe summer of 2008.
In 2008,
There were rains,
In 2008.
The unforgetable summer,
In 2008,
When new friends were made,
And i felt like i belonged.
In 2008,
The summer so great,
THe friends i cannot forget,
All of this happened in the summer of 2008.
We played Marco-Polo,
Mafia,
And more,
All of it in the summer of 2008.
I will wipe my tears away,
When this summer finally ends,
The summer i cannot forget,
THe summer of 2008.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
A Love Story<33 4
I woke up the next morning only to find my perfect outfit gone. I thought about what to do and then decided to make a new outfit. I liked my old outfit more but the clothes i had now would have to do. After a hour, i decided on a pair of low-rise flared jeans, and a blue tank. I washed my hair then curled it at the end. I then placed a single streak of blue hair into my chocolate brown hair. Placing on a pair of black flats, i walked out of the house grabbing my book bag and saying "bye" to my mom. I got my blue clip out of my bookbag and pined the streak of blue to the side of my hair. Now all i had to do, was ride the bus to school, and waltz into my classroom like i never had before.
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'This is it, here i come...'
I pushed open the door to room number A69. I walked to the beat of my favorite song : Irreplacable.
--------------------------AT SCHHOL;Homeroom------------------
'This is it, here i come...'
I pushed open the door to room number A69. I walked to the beat of my favorite song : Irreplacable.
'To the left, to the left, everything you own in the box to the left,
In the closet that's my stuff,
And if i bought it, then please don't touch.'
I walked to my seat and like a model student, i took out a book to read. THen i felt eyes staring at me like in my imagination, except this feeling was a lot better.Then a more mature Ronald came upto me. I knew it was him when i saw that samll scar on his chin, and his cold blue eyes, fine, i thought his blue eyes were majorly HAWT but it didn't mean a thing!!!!
"Hey, so you're the new girl, aye?"
"mm..."
"What's your name?"
"Someone you don't need to know"
"CAn i have you're number?"
"No."
"CAn i have you're address?"
"No."
"Can i SIT next to you?"
"No."
"Do i know you?"
"I don't know"
"CAn i be your boyfriend?"
"I wouldn't for an arrogant B***h like you, dude!"
"Why are you mean to meee????"
"Because!!!"
I was saved by the bell. He had sat next to me, and i was getting mad. THen a guy came up to me, and smiled.
"Hey"
"Hi," i said with a bright smile.
"So, what's your name?"
"Selena"
"My name is Harris"
"Oh.....kaayy...."
"Can i have your number?"
"Maybe..."
"Can i have your address?"
"I'll think about it."
"Can i sit in the seat next to you?"
"Sure"
"Can i be you're boyfriend?"
"Maybe"
"Do i know you?"
"Nope"
THen Derrik sat into the seat next to me.
"Yo, Derrick!" Ronald exclaimed.
"What?"
"You're one smoooth operator!"
"Shut up, Ronald. You're the one who dumped Rain! She was nice!"
"It was a dare! I didn't really love her!"
"It doesn't matter!!!"
"WEll, she's not here now. Heard she moved away."
I felt anger boil up inside of me. I asked myself the same question over and over again. I had decided. If he was going to be that way, i have a plan.......
Monday, August 4, 2008
What happens; Random
What happens when everything changes in your life??
What happens when your life springs out of control?
What happens when everything and everyone you ever loved dies? or changes forever?
What happens to your heart when everything gets torn apart?
What happens to your life, when you feel every breath slip away?
What happens when you have no joy, or even tears?
Tell me what happens, when you're life seems like a waste.
If your hurting inside, and everyone turns a blind eye.
Can someone tell me the truth,
The truth about my life.
What happens when your life springs out of control?
What happens when everything and everyone you ever loved dies? or changes forever?
What happens to your heart when everything gets torn apart?
What happens to your life, when you feel every breath slip away?
What happens when you have no joy, or even tears?
Tell me what happens, when you're life seems like a waste.
If your hurting inside, and everyone turns a blind eye.
Can someone tell me the truth,
The truth about my life.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
A Love Story<33 3
When i move back to my old school, i thought about the ways i could pretend to be different people. I wanted to make Ronald beg for my forgivness, cry at my feet, beg me! I wasn't the same now, and i still was. I had no clue who i was but i did know what i wanted. I wanted somebody to love.
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"Honey, we're back home, back where we belong!" my mom said a little too enthusiasticly.
"Yay... Whoopee...," i said sarcasticlly.
"Honey, aren't you glad? you get to be with your boyfriend again!"
"MOM! WE BROKE UP!" i Screamed.
My mom wouldn't let me live with the fact that i had no boyfriend. She thought that i had changed the way i look to get him back, but i didn't, i changed because i liked it. I like my new blue contacts, and i liked having long, soft brown hair. I like who i was now and my mom couldn't change my mind.
"Oh, and honey, i signed you up for Greentale High again! Isn't that great?!" My mom squealed.
"Yeah , Mom, a real blast..." i said blandly.
I wasnt excited, i only wanted my plan to work. I wanted to escape this town and back to Helena where she would be rating how cute i looked that day, or how long my hair had grown. I wanted to be with my TRU3 friend, not fake ones who only wanted to copy my homework, or copy my test.
---------------------------------------------At Home
I unpacked everything and was surprised my mom had not sold the house we lived in. All the pictures of me and Ronald were hung up around the room, and movie stars and scribbles. Then my mom knocked on the door.
"You have school tomorrow, and get ready for dinner in ten minutes."
Although i missed Helena, i was happy that i was where i was. I could gaze under the stars again, and be back with the people i know. I got ready for dinner and leapt down the stairs with joy that i had never felt before.
----------------------------------------------After Dinner
I closed my eyes and dreamt about Greentale High. I pictured myself walking into the classroom with my perfect outfit i had chosen carefully. It was a black tanktop with a pair of low-rise black jeans. And to complete the ensemble a gold belt and a black beretplaced slanted on my hair. I pictured everyone envy staring at me, and Ronald staring at me wondering why i looked so familiar to him. Everything would be perfect, all i had to do was wait for the perfect moment...
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To be continued~!
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Note to Readers:
Me and my friend Batya are making a story together. It will be called One Wish, stay tuned for a story where two girls in completely different worlds make a wish. Will they use it wisely? Will they make it a wish to benefit others? Will they wish for gold? Love? or their own happiness? Keep on waiting for the exciting story: One Wish. Each chapter will be posted differently, go to Batya's Blog for some chapters~! Her Blog: www.bethyaz-writing.blogspot.com
you are welcome to leave any type of comments, even bad ones because i want to satisfy my readers. THxx for reading! Here have a cookie! (: :)
Thxx Again<33333333
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"Honey, we're back home, back where we belong!" my mom said a little too enthusiasticly.
"Yay... Whoopee...," i said sarcasticlly.
"Honey, aren't you glad? you get to be with your boyfriend again!"
"MOM! WE BROKE UP!" i Screamed.
My mom wouldn't let me live with the fact that i had no boyfriend. She thought that i had changed the way i look to get him back, but i didn't, i changed because i liked it. I like my new blue contacts, and i liked having long, soft brown hair. I like who i was now and my mom couldn't change my mind.
"Oh, and honey, i signed you up for Greentale High again! Isn't that great?!" My mom squealed.
"Yeah , Mom, a real blast..." i said blandly.
I wasnt excited, i only wanted my plan to work. I wanted to escape this town and back to Helena where she would be rating how cute i looked that day, or how long my hair had grown. I wanted to be with my TRU3 friend, not fake ones who only wanted to copy my homework, or copy my test.
---------------------------------------------At Home
I unpacked everything and was surprised my mom had not sold the house we lived in. All the pictures of me and Ronald were hung up around the room, and movie stars and scribbles. Then my mom knocked on the door.
"You have school tomorrow, and get ready for dinner in ten minutes."
Although i missed Helena, i was happy that i was where i was. I could gaze under the stars again, and be back with the people i know. I got ready for dinner and leapt down the stairs with joy that i had never felt before.
----------------------------------------------After Dinner
I closed my eyes and dreamt about Greentale High. I pictured myself walking into the classroom with my perfect outfit i had chosen carefully. It was a black tanktop with a pair of low-rise black jeans. And to complete the ensemble a gold belt and a black beretplaced slanted on my hair. I pictured everyone envy staring at me, and Ronald staring at me wondering why i looked so familiar to him. Everything would be perfect, all i had to do was wait for the perfect moment...
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To be continued~!
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Note to Readers:
Me and my friend Batya are making a story together. It will be called One Wish, stay tuned for a story where two girls in completely different worlds make a wish. Will they use it wisely? Will they make it a wish to benefit others? Will they wish for gold? Love? or their own happiness? Keep on waiting for the exciting story: One Wish. Each chapter will be posted differently, go to Batya's Blog for some chapters~! Her Blog: www.bethyaz-writing.blogspot.com
you are welcome to leave any type of comments, even bad ones because i want to satisfy my readers. THxx for reading! Here have a cookie! (: :)
Thxx Again<33333333
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
A Love Story<33 2
I walked into the new school. The school that would be my second home. When i walked in, i saw people in trendy clothes, and girls and boys in pairs. It made a knot in my stomach, that kept getting tighter and tighter. THis remindesd me of the break-up. I looked around despratley for the bathroom. When i found it, the was a girl in it. She looked as beautiful and as glamorous as the other girls, and she was there crying. I bent down to talk to her and she just stared at me.
"Are you okay?"
"...."
"My name is Helena. What is your name?"
"..................."
THen she finally spoke.
"My name is Alexandra, and my boyfriend just broke up with me."
I looked at her and sighed. I understood how she felt. I was hurt enough times, i was broken up enough inside. I knew i should've seen the signs when he broke up with me. I wonder why Alexandra would be this broken up.
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That was a few years ago, i was 14 back then. Now i had to move again. Now i'm 17 and living in hell. Alexandra may have helped me be more confident, and look a lot better, but i was the same old me: Geeky. My mom had remembered the boy i had loved. The boy: Ronald. She had decided to move back there. I looked at her with disgust and i lived with it. But this time. I promised myself. That no matter what happens. I will not go straight to ronald. I twirled on strand of my brown hair and smiled. It was time for... revenge.
"Are you okay?"
"...."
"My name is Helena. What is your name?"
"..................."
THen she finally spoke.
"My name is Alexandra, and my boyfriend just broke up with me."
I looked at her and sighed. I understood how she felt. I was hurt enough times, i was broken up enough inside. I knew i should've seen the signs when he broke up with me. I wonder why Alexandra would be this broken up.
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That was a few years ago, i was 14 back then. Now i had to move again. Now i'm 17 and living in hell. Alexandra may have helped me be more confident, and look a lot better, but i was the same old me: Geeky. My mom had remembered the boy i had loved. The boy: Ronald. She had decided to move back there. I looked at her with disgust and i lived with it. But this time. I promised myself. That no matter what happens. I will not go straight to ronald. I twirled on strand of my brown hair and smiled. It was time for... revenge.
Monday, June 30, 2008
A Love Story<33
I walked towards the school. Excited, yet scared. It was in the middle of the third semester. My mom gave me a quick hug and then walked away. I was the "geeky" girl. The one who was smart. The one who always knew what the teacher was talkign about. THe one who never got anything below an "A". I didn't ask for it. It came to me. And I didnt want to go through the same torture again... And with my mom's job, i always moved around. I didnt want to be the same loser girl in the new school. In my old school, Greentale High, i lost the one i had loved.
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*FlashBack*
"It was a dare, i never loved you," Ronald said.
I had looked at his face, turned and ran. It hurt so much. The last 2 years a lie.. It was the longest time i ahd ever stayed at one school. Tears streamed down my face. I thought to myself, 'Why would he even like me? I'm just another girl. And he was the popular one. THe one girls fell head over heels for.'
My phone had rung. And when i picked it up, my mom said that we had to leave right away. I was overjoyed. My pain could be erased. I hope.
*End*
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Gomenasai!! T^T i cannot update due to me and my laziness as wel las the fact that i have school coming up and i have to prepare for school!! Gomenasai!!! X. X
stupid summer school....
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*FlashBack*
"It was a dare, i never loved you," Ronald said.
I had looked at his face, turned and ran. It hurt so much. The last 2 years a lie.. It was the longest time i ahd ever stayed at one school. Tears streamed down my face. I thought to myself, 'Why would he even like me? I'm just another girl. And he was the popular one. THe one girls fell head over heels for.'
My phone had rung. And when i picked it up, my mom said that we had to leave right away. I was overjoyed. My pain could be erased. I hope.
*End*
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Gomenasai!! T^T i cannot update due to me and my laziness as wel las the fact that i have school coming up and i have to prepare for school!! Gomenasai!!! X. X
stupid summer school....
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
All Over Again
When this year ends,
I wont care,
Its a new time to start,
All over again.
When class 713 leaves,
I wont mind,
Its a new time to start,
All over again.
When you're all gone,
I wont cry,
Its a new time to start,
All over again.
A fresh start,
A new beggining,
All over again,
A new year,
A new start,
And a new time to learn,
A new time to make friends,
All over again<3
I wont care,
Its a new time to start,
All over again.
When class 713 leaves,
I wont mind,
Its a new time to start,
All over again.
When you're all gone,
I wont cry,
Its a new time to start,
All over again.
A fresh start,
A new beggining,
All over again,
A new year,
A new start,
And a new time to learn,
A new time to make friends,
All over again<3
Sunday, June 22, 2008
I Am Who I Am
I am who i am,
the one who is strong,
the one who is brave.
I am who i am,
The one who is kind,
The one who is quiet.
I am who i am,
Are you who you truely are?
Or is there a heart under,
Under all the lies,
Under all the hate?
I am who i am,
the one hurt by you,
the one who's heart is in two.
I am who i am,
I know that now,
Its time for me to stand tall,
And let the world know that,
I am who i am.
the one who is strong,
the one who is brave.
I am who i am,
The one who is kind,
The one who is quiet.
I am who i am,
Are you who you truely are?
Or is there a heart under,
Under all the lies,
Under all the hate?
I am who i am,
the one hurt by you,
the one who's heart is in two.
I am who i am,
I know that now,
Its time for me to stand tall,
And let the world know that,
I am who i am.
Monday, June 2, 2008
My Precious: Chapter one
Note from someone called Jennifer and owns this blog:
~Hii! i know i have NOT BEEN UPDATiNG! >.> and so i thought maybe i should put up a short story with only 5 chapters... (5 chapters isn't the short.. eh?) so read this for now untill i can think of something to write for the others~! thxx<3333! and now you read this story that i hate!
~Hii! i know i have NOT BEEN UPDATiNG! >.> and so i thought maybe i should put up a short story with only 5 chapters... (5 chapters isn't the short.. eh?) so read this for now untill i can think of something to write for the others~! thxx<3333! and now you read this story that i hate!
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‘Raven black hair,
Silky and soft,
Her smile bright like the sun,
Her touch soft as snow,
Her beauty,
The girl of my dreams,
Precious,
My love,
Forever.
I heard a boy recite this from outside my window. He thought I was the best thing on earth, but everyday I would go out to the yard and learn karate from my teachers. I did this secretly for my mother forbade me to do anything related to this.
“Precious, you have to brush your hair! It will get too messy and no prince will ever want to marry you!” my mother said.
“I don’t want a prince! They just want to marry us for money! They don’t truly love you! You’re lucky Ma, everything is perfect for you. Pa, loves you.” I sighed.
If only life was so easy. My twin sisters started to walk into my room. They were both beautiful. Their long black hair that swished around their waist was always smooth and silky. They were dainty and many princes have asked for their hand in marriage. They had both given a visit to the matchmaker, and it was soon time for me to go.As I got dressed in my finest silk robes, maids combed my hair carefully and adorned it with jewels. My sister, the oldest of the twins, said the jewels sparkled as brightly as my eyes and my heart was strong like gold. She always made me feel beautiful when I didn’t feel close to it. Then my sister walked into my room.
“No, no, don’t do her hair like that! Let me do her hair!” my sister commanded.
I smiled gratefully, the maids weren’t careful with my hair and when they combed my hair, it hurt. My sister took a comb and brushed it through. Then she separated my hair into different sections, then took a sparkling cord of silk and wove it into my hair. She looped one section of my hair and put it into place with a jade comb. She left the rest of my hair down, and placed some jewels in my hair. I felt as beautiful as my sister. She had slender hands and made her own clothing insisting that she wouldn’t buy anything to wear from other places. She is like a diamond, rare, beautiful, and strong.
Silky and soft,
Her smile bright like the sun,
Her touch soft as snow,
Her beauty,
The girl of my dreams,
Precious,
My love,
Forever.
I heard a boy recite this from outside my window. He thought I was the best thing on earth, but everyday I would go out to the yard and learn karate from my teachers. I did this secretly for my mother forbade me to do anything related to this.
“Precious, you have to brush your hair! It will get too messy and no prince will ever want to marry you!” my mother said.
“I don’t want a prince! They just want to marry us for money! They don’t truly love you! You’re lucky Ma, everything is perfect for you. Pa, loves you.” I sighed.
If only life was so easy. My twin sisters started to walk into my room. They were both beautiful. Their long black hair that swished around their waist was always smooth and silky. They were dainty and many princes have asked for their hand in marriage. They had both given a visit to the matchmaker, and it was soon time for me to go.As I got dressed in my finest silk robes, maids combed my hair carefully and adorned it with jewels. My sister, the oldest of the twins, said the jewels sparkled as brightly as my eyes and my heart was strong like gold. She always made me feel beautiful when I didn’t feel close to it. Then my sister walked into my room.
“No, no, don’t do her hair like that! Let me do her hair!” my sister commanded.
I smiled gratefully, the maids weren’t careful with my hair and when they combed my hair, it hurt. My sister took a comb and brushed it through. Then she separated my hair into different sections, then took a sparkling cord of silk and wove it into my hair. She looped one section of my hair and put it into place with a jade comb. She left the rest of my hair down, and placed some jewels in my hair. I felt as beautiful as my sister. She had slender hands and made her own clothing insisting that she wouldn’t buy anything to wear from other places. She is like a diamond, rare, beautiful, and strong.
“It’s time to go, little sister,” my sister whispered.
“I know, Ai,” I said.
I didn’t want to leave for another palace. ‘An arranged marriage…’ I thought. My sister seemed happy about getting married. I didn’t tell her that Ma and Pa only sent her off because her twin made us broke by wasting money. Then Ting Ting, the younger twin, walked into my room.
“I know, Ai,” I said.
I didn’t want to leave for another palace. ‘An arranged marriage…’ I thought. My sister seemed happy about getting married. I didn’t tell her that Ma and Pa only sent her off because her twin made us broke by wasting money. Then Ting Ting, the younger twin, walked into my room.
Monday, May 26, 2008
Left Alone: Part Three~
“Brianna, are you awake?” a voice asked.
“Hm… oh, I’m sorry… I was thinking about Jewel again,” I said.
“Well, you have to snap out of it! She FORGOT about you! She doesn’t deserve your friendship!”
“Valerie! YOU DON’T KNOW HER! SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND! I FEEL HER PAIN… She is hurting right now… I can sense it. I want to help her….”
“If you think its fine to help a betrayer, someone who could’ve gotten you killed, then its fine with me!” Valerie said icily.
Valerie stomped out of the tent and I laid my head down onto a ‘pillow’ and dreamt about what it would be like if Jewel was still here…
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“Gabby, wake up…,” my mom said gently.
I sat up straight on my bed and rubbed my eyes. I spent the whole night looking for information on Jewel, and some of it was wrong info. One of the websites said that Jewel got a headache and then suffered from a heart attack causing her to die, while several others said that she fell of a mountain. I trudged into the bathroom as if my legs were made of bricks and got ready for school.
Tina ran up to me screaming. I stared at her like she was crazy. ‘Why the hell is she screaming???’ She calmed down and handed me a piece of paper with an image on it. There was a caption and the image shocked me. I had a headache right afterwards. It happened often, and I can’t seem to remember who I was and what I did when I was around ten. I went to the doctors and asked them why and they had no clue why I was feeling that way as well. My head started to hurt more when I unfolded that one single piece of paper.
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Valerie had stomped her way back to the tent she slept in. All of a sudden a gust of wind blew at her long raven black hair. A single sheet of ripped parchment paper blew into her tent. It said:
“ALWAYS&FOREVER… best friends: Gabby&&Fane<3”
Valerie smirked, and she stood up straight walking out of the tent. I sat down on a wooden chair and started to write on the smooth white bark with a feathered pen.
“Dear Jewel,
I’ve been trying to find a way to contact you. You were my good friend, and I miss you. I have learned that people think that when you put a message in a bottle, you will be able to find this letter. I have no clue how long it will take and how long I will have to wait to get a reply but I know, we are friends till the end. I can feel the pain you are in. I believe it is because of me. I’m sorry… Please be better.
Yours Truly,
Brianna<3”
To be continued.
“Hm… oh, I’m sorry… I was thinking about Jewel again,” I said.
“Well, you have to snap out of it! She FORGOT about you! She doesn’t deserve your friendship!”
“Valerie! YOU DON’T KNOW HER! SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND! I FEEL HER PAIN… She is hurting right now… I can sense it. I want to help her….”
“If you think its fine to help a betrayer, someone who could’ve gotten you killed, then its fine with me!” Valerie said icily.
Valerie stomped out of the tent and I laid my head down onto a ‘pillow’ and dreamt about what it would be like if Jewel was still here…
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“Gabby, wake up…,” my mom said gently.
I sat up straight on my bed and rubbed my eyes. I spent the whole night looking for information on Jewel, and some of it was wrong info. One of the websites said that Jewel got a headache and then suffered from a heart attack causing her to die, while several others said that she fell of a mountain. I trudged into the bathroom as if my legs were made of bricks and got ready for school.
Tina ran up to me screaming. I stared at her like she was crazy. ‘Why the hell is she screaming???’ She calmed down and handed me a piece of paper with an image on it. There was a caption and the image shocked me. I had a headache right afterwards. It happened often, and I can’t seem to remember who I was and what I did when I was around ten. I went to the doctors and asked them why and they had no clue why I was feeling that way as well. My head started to hurt more when I unfolded that one single piece of paper.
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Valerie had stomped her way back to the tent she slept in. All of a sudden a gust of wind blew at her long raven black hair. A single sheet of ripped parchment paper blew into her tent. It said:
“ALWAYS&FOREVER… best friends: Gabby&&Fane<3”
Valerie smirked, and she stood up straight walking out of the tent. I sat down on a wooden chair and started to write on the smooth white bark with a feathered pen.
“Dear Jewel,
I’ve been trying to find a way to contact you. You were my good friend, and I miss you. I have learned that people think that when you put a message in a bottle, you will be able to find this letter. I have no clue how long it will take and how long I will have to wait to get a reply but I know, we are friends till the end. I can feel the pain you are in. I believe it is because of me. I’m sorry… Please be better.
Yours Truly,
Brianna<3”
To be continued.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Left Alone: Part TWO<3
Part Two
*Ding! Ding! Ding! Ding~!* the bell had rung. It was time to go back home. As I waited for my friends to arrive, I wouldn’t help but think about that girl. The girl named Jewel…
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“Forget her!”
“She was my best friend,” I said.
“She betrayed you!”
“I DON’T CARE!!!”
“Well, if you want to get hurt again, don’t come to me for help!”
It’s been several years since I last saw her… I prayed every night and every day, only stopping to eat and drink. My dad had been arrested, and I ran away, deep into the forest… I didn’t know why Jewel had betrayed me. I closed my eyes and then tilted my head towards the sky. It was night time, and stars winked at me. One star fell out of the sky, and I made a wish.
“Please let Jewel Carla Fa hear my voice, may she remember me…”
Then a sudden breeze came. My hair blew around me and I heard my name on the wind, “Brianna…”
I thought, I hope, that Jewel got back her memory, I remembered in the news, how she had fell off a cliff. She did that… but why?? I didn’t know what to say about her. She was my friend, but she betrayed me… I crept back to my tent, for the first time in weeks, then heard her voice, screaming at me, telling me to run away. Her image had made me cry, she was crying, tears on her face and her hair messed up. Was she my real friend? Did she leave me here? She told me that in case anything ever happened we’d meet each other here in this very spot…
‘I guess she forgot about our friendship, and whatever she’s doing must be more important than our life long friendship.’ I closed my eyes and finally fell asleep, but my dreams scared me…
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To be continued~!
*Ding! Ding! Ding! Ding~!* the bell had rung. It was time to go back home. As I waited for my friends to arrive, I wouldn’t help but think about that girl. The girl named Jewel…
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“Forget her!”
“She was my best friend,” I said.
“She betrayed you!”
“I DON’T CARE!!!”
“Well, if you want to get hurt again, don’t come to me for help!”
It’s been several years since I last saw her… I prayed every night and every day, only stopping to eat and drink. My dad had been arrested, and I ran away, deep into the forest… I didn’t know why Jewel had betrayed me. I closed my eyes and then tilted my head towards the sky. It was night time, and stars winked at me. One star fell out of the sky, and I made a wish.
“Please let Jewel Carla Fa hear my voice, may she remember me…”
Then a sudden breeze came. My hair blew around me and I heard my name on the wind, “Brianna…”
I thought, I hope, that Jewel got back her memory, I remembered in the news, how she had fell off a cliff. She did that… but why?? I didn’t know what to say about her. She was my friend, but she betrayed me… I crept back to my tent, for the first time in weeks, then heard her voice, screaming at me, telling me to run away. Her image had made me cry, she was crying, tears on her face and her hair messed up. Was she my real friend? Did she leave me here? She told me that in case anything ever happened we’d meet each other here in this very spot…
‘I guess she forgot about our friendship, and whatever she’s doing must be more important than our life long friendship.’ I closed my eyes and finally fell asleep, but my dreams scared me…
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To be continued~!
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Left Alone: Part One~!
Heyyzz~! PArt one ish out and i don't really think the title matches the story anymore so i might change it... Suggestions anyone?? thxx for reading it<33
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Left Alone: Part One
“Brianna, RUN! RUN!” the words echoed around my mind. I saw her hurt expression. Her puffy red cheeks and her face wet with tears. I asked myself, ‘who is that girl??’ and closed my eyes. The girl’s expression stuck to my head. ‘Why did it choose to haunt me?’ ‘Who is Brianna?’
“Wake up, Gabby, Wake up Gabby~!” the alarm clock sang.
I groaned, wanting a hour more of sleep. ‘Gabby, wake up! Wake up lazybones! Gabby!! It’s time to get out of bed!! Gab-.’ I slammed my hand on the annoying alarm clock and trudged my feet to the bathroom. Looking at my pale face in the bathroom, I smiled. It was nice to see someone I knew in the mirror every morning. But then the face seemed to change. Instead of my face, it was the girl in my dreams. Her face was blotchy. Her hair was messed up. Her eyes were bloodshot. Her face had cuts on them. But what made me feel scared the most was the fact that it seemed to talk. “I hate you, Jewel! You’re a betrayer! What is wrong with you?! Why did you do this to me?!” Tears were streaming down her face. I shook my head and stared at the mirror. There were no signs of the girl. I smiled. Brushing my teeth and washing my face I thought about what I just saw. “ Who the heck is ‘Jewel’?”
“Gabby, sweetie, it’s time for school!”
“Okay, Mom! I’m coming!!”
Throwing on my blue striped hood, and a pair of paint covered jeans, I struggled with brushing my hair while putting on my socks. My mom chuckled when she walked into my room, but went right back out. I grabbed my book bag, and a slice of toast. Slipping on my shoes, I ran out the door where the bus was waiting. School awaited, and so did my friends.
“Gabby!!!!!!!”
“Hi, Tina~”
“Gabby!”
“Heys, Fane~”
“Gabby, hey girl”
“Hallo, Alicia”
My three best friends greeted me as I got off the bus. Tina was smiling holding a novel in her hand. She was smart, and was a whiz in math. Fane was smiling and reached out for a hug. She understood how I felt the most, and was my closest friend of them all. Alicia was putting on lip gloss and smiling. She was popular, but unlike all the other girls she hung out with, she wasn’t mean. She was nice and was pretty.
“Did you guys know we had a science test today?” asked Fane.
“Oh. My. God. Do we??? Oh. My. God. I forgot to study!!! Oh. MY. God.” screamed Tina as she flipped through her binder.
“Calm down, Tina, we all know you’re going to ace the test, WITHOUT studying,” Alicia said.
“I hope you’re right,” Tina sighed.
It was nice to see them talking like this. It felt like I was free. But even the smiles on my best friends’ faces, couldn’t shake the image of the girl and what she said. It made me think, and wonder about her. Without thinking I asked my friends, “Do any of you guys know who the heck is Jewel?”
“I think my mom told me that, about 9 years ago, when we are still five, a girl named Jewel Carla Fa, reported to the police that her ‘best friend’ Brianna was a criminal. That her dad was a criminal and they were running away from the police. But then she ran away, and was found unconscious at the bottom of a mountain. They said it was because she had been crying too hard, and her vision was blurred so she didn’t know that she would fall,” Tina volunteered.
I thought about it and smiled to Tina.
“Thanks, but can you tell me more about her?”
“Um… I can ask my mom,” Tina offered.
“Thanks a bunch.”
I was now one step closer to solving this mystery, and I wanted to find out more…
To be continued.
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Left Alone: Part One
“Brianna, RUN! RUN!” the words echoed around my mind. I saw her hurt expression. Her puffy red cheeks and her face wet with tears. I asked myself, ‘who is that girl??’ and closed my eyes. The girl’s expression stuck to my head. ‘Why did it choose to haunt me?’ ‘Who is Brianna?’
“Wake up, Gabby, Wake up Gabby~!” the alarm clock sang.
I groaned, wanting a hour more of sleep. ‘Gabby, wake up! Wake up lazybones! Gabby!! It’s time to get out of bed!! Gab-.’ I slammed my hand on the annoying alarm clock and trudged my feet to the bathroom. Looking at my pale face in the bathroom, I smiled. It was nice to see someone I knew in the mirror every morning. But then the face seemed to change. Instead of my face, it was the girl in my dreams. Her face was blotchy. Her hair was messed up. Her eyes were bloodshot. Her face had cuts on them. But what made me feel scared the most was the fact that it seemed to talk. “I hate you, Jewel! You’re a betrayer! What is wrong with you?! Why did you do this to me?!” Tears were streaming down her face. I shook my head and stared at the mirror. There were no signs of the girl. I smiled. Brushing my teeth and washing my face I thought about what I just saw. “ Who the heck is ‘Jewel’?”
“Gabby, sweetie, it’s time for school!”
“Okay, Mom! I’m coming!!”
Throwing on my blue striped hood, and a pair of paint covered jeans, I struggled with brushing my hair while putting on my socks. My mom chuckled when she walked into my room, but went right back out. I grabbed my book bag, and a slice of toast. Slipping on my shoes, I ran out the door where the bus was waiting. School awaited, and so did my friends.
“Gabby!!!!!!!”
“Hi, Tina~”
“Gabby!”
“Heys, Fane~”
“Gabby, hey girl”
“Hallo, Alicia”
My three best friends greeted me as I got off the bus. Tina was smiling holding a novel in her hand. She was smart, and was a whiz in math. Fane was smiling and reached out for a hug. She understood how I felt the most, and was my closest friend of them all. Alicia was putting on lip gloss and smiling. She was popular, but unlike all the other girls she hung out with, she wasn’t mean. She was nice and was pretty.
“Did you guys know we had a science test today?” asked Fane.
“Oh. My. God. Do we??? Oh. My. God. I forgot to study!!! Oh. MY. God.” screamed Tina as she flipped through her binder.
“Calm down, Tina, we all know you’re going to ace the test, WITHOUT studying,” Alicia said.
“I hope you’re right,” Tina sighed.
It was nice to see them talking like this. It felt like I was free. But even the smiles on my best friends’ faces, couldn’t shake the image of the girl and what she said. It made me think, and wonder about her. Without thinking I asked my friends, “Do any of you guys know who the heck is Jewel?”
“I think my mom told me that, about 9 years ago, when we are still five, a girl named Jewel Carla Fa, reported to the police that her ‘best friend’ Brianna was a criminal. That her dad was a criminal and they were running away from the police. But then she ran away, and was found unconscious at the bottom of a mountain. They said it was because she had been crying too hard, and her vision was blurred so she didn’t know that she would fall,” Tina volunteered.
I thought about it and smiled to Tina.
“Thanks, but can you tell me more about her?”
“Um… I can ask my mom,” Tina offered.
“Thanks a bunch.”
I was now one step closer to solving this mystery, and I wanted to find out more…
To be continued.
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Poetry: I Used to Believe
I'm bored... and found this poem in my notebook, and remembered i wrote i recently.. and i like it... so i thought, i could post it up... since...there is nothing else to do!
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I used to believe that,
Penguins could fly,
And dragons were alive,
I used to believe that,
Monkies could talk,
And dolphins could walk,
I used to believe that,
Tigers were cute small cats,
And chickens had no feathers,
I used to believe tat,
Santa Claus was evilm
And angels were normal people,
I used to believe that,
You were my friend,
And our friendship,
Won't ever end,
But all of those things are,
Used-to-be's,
And now i believe that,
We're all looking for someone to understand us,
And that we're all keeping secrets,
I used to believe,
But now,
i WiSH, i DR3AM, i H0P3&i L3ARN
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I used to believe that,
Penguins could fly,
And dragons were alive,
I used to believe that,
Monkies could talk,
And dolphins could walk,
I used to believe that,
Tigers were cute small cats,
And chickens had no feathers,
I used to believe tat,
Santa Claus was evilm
And angels were normal people,
I used to believe that,
You were my friend,
And our friendship,
Won't ever end,
But all of those things are,
Used-to-be's,
And now i believe that,
We're all looking for someone to understand us,
And that we're all keeping secrets,
I used to believe,
But now,
i WiSH, i DR3AM, i H0P3&i L3ARN
Left Alone: Prolouge
I'm still writing Only Hope, but i dont wanna type it at the moment so i'll start a new story~! And if you were wondering why i havent been updating, it was because i forgot my password... ^^"" so.. Gomenasai~!
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Left Alone- Prolouge
''Run, Run! Run, Brianna! Run!! Run for your life! Run, Brianna!! Run! Don't Let them get you! Run Brianna! RUN! RUN!''
Tears streamed down my face as I shouted. I had betrayed her. I was left alone. Why did I do this? Why?? Why hadn't i listened to that little voice in my head? I turned around, I didn't want to see what would happen next. As tears fell down my face and hit the ground, I couldn't shake the picture of her face stained with tears because i had betrayed her. Why i did it? i don't even know. I hate myself. I caused myself pain... I hate myself... Why... why... why... Running away, i never want to come back again, never see them again, run away forever. I hate myself. I swear upon my life, I, Jewel Carla Fa, solemnly swear to never come back to this town, Emerald Hills, ever ever again. And if i do so, i shall lose all my friends, and kill myself. I swear on my life. Forever, i shall be, an outcast, someone who doesnt belong here.
I ran, ran as fast as i could, leaving Emerald Hills, the place i lived my whole life, the place i was raised, the place where everyone i loved were. Only turning back once, i ran away. Never wanting to see this place again.
To be continued...
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Left Alone- Prolouge
''Run, Run! Run, Brianna! Run!! Run for your life! Run, Brianna!! Run! Don't Let them get you! Run Brianna! RUN! RUN!''
Tears streamed down my face as I shouted. I had betrayed her. I was left alone. Why did I do this? Why?? Why hadn't i listened to that little voice in my head? I turned around, I didn't want to see what would happen next. As tears fell down my face and hit the ground, I couldn't shake the picture of her face stained with tears because i had betrayed her. Why i did it? i don't even know. I hate myself. I caused myself pain... I hate myself... Why... why... why... Running away, i never want to come back again, never see them again, run away forever. I hate myself. I swear upon my life, I, Jewel Carla Fa, solemnly swear to never come back to this town, Emerald Hills, ever ever again. And if i do so, i shall lose all my friends, and kill myself. I swear on my life. Forever, i shall be, an outcast, someone who doesnt belong here.
I ran, ran as fast as i could, leaving Emerald Hills, the place i lived my whole life, the place i was raised, the place where everyone i loved were. Only turning back once, i ran away. Never wanting to see this place again.
To be continued...
Thursday, April 17, 2008
One Hope-Part Five*
“She may forget things from her past,” a male’s voice said. I heard weeping. “My poor baby,” someone wailed. I opened my eyes, and then sat straight up. “Am I dead?” I asked. That was the first thing I said. “No,” someone said. “What’s a ‘No’?”
The woman gasped, and fainted. I stared at her with wonder, for how could such a being like her just topple onto the ground in a second?? ‘It must take great skill’ I thought. Then another person came and asked me, “Do you know your name?” “What’s a ‘name’?” Then he stared at me. “Your name is Selena, and the woman that has just fainted is your mother,” he said. “Selena’s a pretty name,” I offered. Then he hit his forehead with his hand and asked me to read a bunch of squiggly lines. I had no idea what it had on it then he told me, “This is the alphabet.” ‘What weird things they have,’ I thought. He walked out of the room with a small square above the floor on four circles things that moved. On top of it was my mother. He left me there thinking, ‘Who am I?’
Several days later, I woke up on a white bed. I opened my eyes and saw a girl with cat-green eyes and red hair. “Thank gods, your okay!” my brow wrinkled in confusion.
“Who are you?”
“I’m your best friend.”
“What’s a ‘best friend’”?
“Are you kidding me?”
“What’s ‘kidding’?”
“Who are you and what have you done to Selena?”
“I’m Selena, the doctor said it!”
“Then why are you acting all strange?”
“What’s ‘strange’?”
“Ugh! I give up!”
Chealsea stormed out of the room, forgetting the real reason why she was there. Chealsea had realized that she was missing her charm bracelet shortly after the accident. She thought that if she went to get it back everything could be the same again. But, she didn’t know that every thing was completely different. Nothing will ever be the same again.
“Doctor, what is wrong with Selena?”
“Well, she’s having troubles…”
“Meaning?”
“She lost her memory.”
Chealsea fainted. And all that time I was eavesdropping I wonder what the doctor was talking about.
The woman gasped, and fainted. I stared at her with wonder, for how could such a being like her just topple onto the ground in a second?? ‘It must take great skill’ I thought. Then another person came and asked me, “Do you know your name?” “What’s a ‘name’?” Then he stared at me. “Your name is Selena, and the woman that has just fainted is your mother,” he said. “Selena’s a pretty name,” I offered. Then he hit his forehead with his hand and asked me to read a bunch of squiggly lines. I had no idea what it had on it then he told me, “This is the alphabet.” ‘What weird things they have,’ I thought. He walked out of the room with a small square above the floor on four circles things that moved. On top of it was my mother. He left me there thinking, ‘Who am I?’
Several days later, I woke up on a white bed. I opened my eyes and saw a girl with cat-green eyes and red hair. “Thank gods, your okay!” my brow wrinkled in confusion.
“Who are you?”
“I’m your best friend.”
“What’s a ‘best friend’”?
“Are you kidding me?”
“What’s ‘kidding’?”
“Who are you and what have you done to Selena?”
“I’m Selena, the doctor said it!”
“Then why are you acting all strange?”
“What’s ‘strange’?”
“Ugh! I give up!”
Chealsea stormed out of the room, forgetting the real reason why she was there. Chealsea had realized that she was missing her charm bracelet shortly after the accident. She thought that if she went to get it back everything could be the same again. But, she didn’t know that every thing was completely different. Nothing will ever be the same again.
“Doctor, what is wrong with Selena?”
“Well, she’s having troubles…”
“Meaning?”
“She lost her memory.”
Chealsea fainted. And all that time I was eavesdropping I wonder what the doctor was talking about.
Poem in Your Pocket Day~!!!
Today is 'Poem in Your Pocket Day' I hope you remembered to put a poem in your pocket today! If you show me yours i'll show you mine! > .' just joking~ Well get ready people to read my EXXTTTTTTTTTTTTRRRRRREEEEEEEMMLEEYY dull poem~
Eventually,
My luck will turn,
And my dreams will come true,
Eventually,
My wish will find its way to make me happy,
And i'll finally be contenet,
But just untill then,
I'll wish on a star,
Dream upon my pillow,
And hope for it to happen,
Knowing,
Eventually,
Everything will be perfect~
-Jennifer ****~
Why dont you tell me your poem??
Eventually,
My luck will turn,
And my dreams will come true,
Eventually,
My wish will find its way to make me happy,
And i'll finally be contenet,
But just untill then,
I'll wish on a star,
Dream upon my pillow,
And hope for it to happen,
Knowing,
Eventually,
Everything will be perfect~
-Jennifer ****~
Why dont you tell me your poem??
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
One Hope-Part Four~
Beep! Beep! Beep! My alarm clock rang at seven in the morning exactly. Not a second more and not a second less. ‘I guess it’s time to wake up,’ I thought. I dragged myself out of bed and trudged into the bathroom. I saw myself in the mirror, but I didn’t think it was me in the mirror. Not with the crimson red eyes, and the white face. Not the tangled hair and the pale lips. It couldn’t be me. Then I remembered the fight with my mom. I threw on a pair of jeans and a t-shirt and ran out of my room. In the hall I threw on my sneakers and slung my backpack on my shoulder. I was about to run out the door, when I thought about the fight. I slowly closed it and longed for my mother’s soft honey voice humming in the morning and lighting up the beginning of the day with her bright smile. I shook my head and crept up the creaky stairs quietly.
I heard sobs. “Why didn’t I tell our daughter about you? Why is she so upset? What did I do wrong?” my mom cried. I saw her stroking a small picture frame decorated with beautiful shells. In the frame was a picture of a familiar face, the face I saw every time I opened my diary: my father’s face. Then my mom started to go towards the door I was hiding behind. I remember what she had done and stomped down the stairs heading out the oak door. SLAM! The door closed with a slam behind me and I ran to the bus stop…
“Selleeennnaaaa~~,” I heard a voice sing. I turned and saw a girl with the looks of my best friend Chealsea but with brown hair and not red. “Hullo! You like my hair?” Chealsea asked. I stared at her with my brown eyes with a frown. “I hate it,” I had sneered. ‘Why did I say that?!’ Chealsea asked, “Why?” I looked at her with disgust. “It’s something called ugly. Do you need me to spell it out for you? Or do you know how it’s spelled. After all you should know. You are the spelling bee champ,” I jeered. It alarmed me. I never said those things before and now I was. “Get out of my face now bitch!” Chealsea looked at my white face then ran off. In the spot she was once was, was a silver charm bracelet. One of them stood out more then the others. It was a sleek blue dolphin. The bus hadn’t arrived yet so I decided to walk to school.
I was crossing the block when it happened. I hadn’t noticed that the light had changed and I wasn’t supposed to cross. I was deep in thought. And that’s why it had chosen to do this to me…
CRASH! BEEP! HONK! BOOM! A car had run into me. ‘I deserve this for being cruel to my best friend, and my widowed mother.’ I thought I saw my life flash before my eyes. I prayed for death to take me. I hoped for the cold hands of death to take my soul. I wanted to die. I wished with all my might that I could melt away. I heard the sound of wailing sirens, and the whispering of curious people. I felt an adult holding on to my arm and checking my pulse. I tasted water streaming into my throat. I saw blood. I wanted to disappear from the face of earth… take me…. Then my world went black, and I didn’t know what happened. I just knew that I may be dead.
I heard sobs. “Why didn’t I tell our daughter about you? Why is she so upset? What did I do wrong?” my mom cried. I saw her stroking a small picture frame decorated with beautiful shells. In the frame was a picture of a familiar face, the face I saw every time I opened my diary: my father’s face. Then my mom started to go towards the door I was hiding behind. I remember what she had done and stomped down the stairs heading out the oak door. SLAM! The door closed with a slam behind me and I ran to the bus stop…
“Selleeennnaaaa~~,” I heard a voice sing. I turned and saw a girl with the looks of my best friend Chealsea but with brown hair and not red. “Hullo! You like my hair?” Chealsea asked. I stared at her with my brown eyes with a frown. “I hate it,” I had sneered. ‘Why did I say that?!’ Chealsea asked, “Why?” I looked at her with disgust. “It’s something called ugly. Do you need me to spell it out for you? Or do you know how it’s spelled. After all you should know. You are the spelling bee champ,” I jeered. It alarmed me. I never said those things before and now I was. “Get out of my face now bitch!” Chealsea looked at my white face then ran off. In the spot she was once was, was a silver charm bracelet. One of them stood out more then the others. It was a sleek blue dolphin. The bus hadn’t arrived yet so I decided to walk to school.
I was crossing the block when it happened. I hadn’t noticed that the light had changed and I wasn’t supposed to cross. I was deep in thought. And that’s why it had chosen to do this to me…
CRASH! BEEP! HONK! BOOM! A car had run into me. ‘I deserve this for being cruel to my best friend, and my widowed mother.’ I thought I saw my life flash before my eyes. I prayed for death to take me. I hoped for the cold hands of death to take my soul. I wanted to die. I wished with all my might that I could melt away. I heard the sound of wailing sirens, and the whispering of curious people. I felt an adult holding on to my arm and checking my pulse. I tasted water streaming into my throat. I saw blood. I wanted to disappear from the face of earth… take me…. Then my world went black, and I didn’t know what happened. I just knew that I may be dead.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
One Hope-Part Three<3
“So… what’s up with dad?” I asked. “Well… you see…,” my mom started. “Yea? Go on…” “Well, he’s not exactly here…,”my mom continued. I stared at her with confusion. “He’s not here right now because he’s traveling like you told me.” “Well… that’s not the truth,” my mom said uncomfortably. “Then, what’s the truth?” “He’s…He’s…He’s…,”my mom started. Then tears started to flow down her face like a river. “He’s WHAT?” “d-dead…,”my mom stuttered. My eyes widened, but not with sadness or shock, but with anger.
“WHAT?! WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME? I KEPT ON DREAMING THAT HE’D COME BACK!” I exclaimed with anger. “I never thought you’d need to know…,”my mother chocked out.
“BUT I’M THIRTEEN AND I DESERVED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO SOMEONE I AM REALATED TO BY BLOOD! AND HE WAS MY FATHER! I LOVED HIM EVEN THOUGH I DIDN’T KNOW HIM WELL!”
“I NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD EVEN WANT TO KNOW THAT MUCH AND I DIDN’T WANT TO HARM YOU EITHER!” my mom screamed.
“I CONTINUED TO DREAM, I CONTINUED TO WISH, AND I CONTINUED TO HOPE THAT HE’D COME BACK TO ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING! BUT NO HE’S NOT EVEN HERE, NOT EVEN CLOSE! YOU WANTED TO HIDE THIS FROM ME FOREVER?!” I screamed with hurt, fear, confusion and sadness.
“I never said forever,” my mom tried.
“I don’t care anymore… you don’t care about how I felt did you? You wanted to hide this from me. Didn’t you know it would hit me so hard? Didn’t you know that the longer you hid this from me, the more pain it would cause me? Didn’t you-” I cried. “ENOUGH!” my mother shouted. I looked at her once with my brown eyes. Turned and ran up the stairs slamming the door to my room.
I pulled out the diary my mother had given me and write inside the heart ‘R.I.P. my dad….’ Then I started my entry:
‘My mom is a liar. She intended to hide from me everything about my dad. How could she? I’m her daughter and I deserved to know. Why did she lie to me? Why did she do this to me? Why didn’t she think about how I would feel?? Why wouldn’t she tell me a single DETAIL about my dad… I never knew that my mother would do this to me… why won’t she let me know about dad? Why? It wasn’t like he was a criminal! Or maybe it’s just because she can’t trust me. But whatever it is. I’m mad at her for not telling me the truth.’
I closed the diary, and turned off the light, burying my head under my pillows wondering why my mom had to do this to me. And I fell asleep with my face stained with tears…
“WHAT?! WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME? I KEPT ON DREAMING THAT HE’D COME BACK!” I exclaimed with anger. “I never thought you’d need to know…,”my mother chocked out.
“BUT I’M THIRTEEN AND I DESERVED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO SOMEONE I AM REALATED TO BY BLOOD! AND HE WAS MY FATHER! I LOVED HIM EVEN THOUGH I DIDN’T KNOW HIM WELL!”
“I NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD EVEN WANT TO KNOW THAT MUCH AND I DIDN’T WANT TO HARM YOU EITHER!” my mom screamed.
“I CONTINUED TO DREAM, I CONTINUED TO WISH, AND I CONTINUED TO HOPE THAT HE’D COME BACK TO ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING! BUT NO HE’S NOT EVEN HERE, NOT EVEN CLOSE! YOU WANTED TO HIDE THIS FROM ME FOREVER?!” I screamed with hurt, fear, confusion and sadness.
“I never said forever,” my mom tried.
“I don’t care anymore… you don’t care about how I felt did you? You wanted to hide this from me. Didn’t you know it would hit me so hard? Didn’t you know that the longer you hid this from me, the more pain it would cause me? Didn’t you-” I cried. “ENOUGH!” my mother shouted. I looked at her once with my brown eyes. Turned and ran up the stairs slamming the door to my room.
I pulled out the diary my mother had given me and write inside the heart ‘R.I.P. my dad….’ Then I started my entry:
‘My mom is a liar. She intended to hide from me everything about my dad. How could she? I’m her daughter and I deserved to know. Why did she lie to me? Why did she do this to me? Why didn’t she think about how I would feel?? Why wouldn’t she tell me a single DETAIL about my dad… I never knew that my mother would do this to me… why won’t she let me know about dad? Why? It wasn’t like he was a criminal! Or maybe it’s just because she can’t trust me. But whatever it is. I’m mad at her for not telling me the truth.’
I closed the diary, and turned off the light, burying my head under my pillows wondering why my mom had to do this to me. And I fell asleep with my face stained with tears…
Friday, April 11, 2008
One Hope- Part Two~!
The bell rang millions of seconds later. Instead of taking the bus with Chealsea I ran half a mile home. Everything was a mess…
“Hey, Mom! I’m home!” I screamed. “I’m in the kitchen,” sang back my mothers sweet honey voice. I walked into the kitchen and stuck the flyer in my mom’s hand. I then chose to sit down at the table and grab a delicious brownie my mom had just baked. As my mom read the flyer, I took a big bite of the chocolaty brownie. Then my mom stuck the flyer in her apron pocket and got back to icing a cake. I thought this was the best time to ask, so I asked as casually as possible, “Where’s dad?” My mom’s big beautiful eyes started to turn glassy. She looked at me with her bright blue-green eyes and choked out, “We’ll talk later, sweetie.” I shrugged my shoulders and walked up the stairs to my room.
When I reached my room I flopped onto the bed and thought about why she didn’t tell me. There had to be a good reason, my mom always told me everything. I pulled my diary from when I was small and opened it up. The picture of my mom and dad was replaced by an old picture of my dad. I had found it my mom’s sock drawer. Who knew people hid things in weird places? I had glued rhinestones to form a heart around my dad’s picture. Then I started to write:
‘Mom is always hiding things about dad! Why does she do this to me? I deserve to know! I’m a STRAIGHT ‘A’ student! And I never ask her for anything big, except to bring me to the water park that just opened over the summer for a month! And she’s being totally secretive! I want to know what is wrong. And I intend to find out…’
I looked up from my diary. The page was stained with tears. I couldn’t believe that mom was hiding secrets from me. I was thirteen, and I needed to know. “Darling, it’s time for dinner!” my mom yelled. I wiped my eyes and plastered a smile on my face and flounced down the stairs like it was my castle. And I was ready with my questions to find out more about my dad.
I stared at the plate, and I blurted out my question, “ So where is dad?” My mom’s sweet face frowned a little. She was caught off guard. I asked millions of questions, my voice grew higher with each question. I was so eager to get my answers I didn’t notice the tears that were falling down her face. She turned her head and I didn’t notice. I wanted my answers and she had promised me some. So I continued to rattle off my questions hoping she would answer them right away. When I saw her I saw her wet pale cheeks and she got ready to tell me something. I smiled at the thought about getting to know my dad. But I didn’t know what was going to happen.
“Hey, Mom! I’m home!” I screamed. “I’m in the kitchen,” sang back my mothers sweet honey voice. I walked into the kitchen and stuck the flyer in my mom’s hand. I then chose to sit down at the table and grab a delicious brownie my mom had just baked. As my mom read the flyer, I took a big bite of the chocolaty brownie. Then my mom stuck the flyer in her apron pocket and got back to icing a cake. I thought this was the best time to ask, so I asked as casually as possible, “Where’s dad?” My mom’s big beautiful eyes started to turn glassy. She looked at me with her bright blue-green eyes and choked out, “We’ll talk later, sweetie.” I shrugged my shoulders and walked up the stairs to my room.
When I reached my room I flopped onto the bed and thought about why she didn’t tell me. There had to be a good reason, my mom always told me everything. I pulled my diary from when I was small and opened it up. The picture of my mom and dad was replaced by an old picture of my dad. I had found it my mom’s sock drawer. Who knew people hid things in weird places? I had glued rhinestones to form a heart around my dad’s picture. Then I started to write:
‘Mom is always hiding things about dad! Why does she do this to me? I deserve to know! I’m a STRAIGHT ‘A’ student! And I never ask her for anything big, except to bring me to the water park that just opened over the summer for a month! And she’s being totally secretive! I want to know what is wrong. And I intend to find out…’
I looked up from my diary. The page was stained with tears. I couldn’t believe that mom was hiding secrets from me. I was thirteen, and I needed to know. “Darling, it’s time for dinner!” my mom yelled. I wiped my eyes and plastered a smile on my face and flounced down the stairs like it was my castle. And I was ready with my questions to find out more about my dad.
I stared at the plate, and I blurted out my question, “ So where is dad?” My mom’s sweet face frowned a little. She was caught off guard. I asked millions of questions, my voice grew higher with each question. I was so eager to get my answers I didn’t notice the tears that were falling down her face. She turned her head and I didn’t notice. I wanted my answers and she had promised me some. So I continued to rattle off my questions hoping she would answer them right away. When I saw her I saw her wet pale cheeks and she got ready to tell me something. I smiled at the thought about getting to know my dad. But I didn’t know what was going to happen.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
One Hope- PArt One!
“Eventually, we’ll all die,” announced Chealsea. I stared at her with my wide brown eyes, we were still little and I hadn’t known that would happen.
That night I ran to my mom’s room. “Mommy, are we all going to die?” I crawled into my mom’s lap staring at her with fear and shock. My mom hugged me close and whispered, “Yes.” Her answer made me cry. As tears snaked down my pale skin, I answered innocently, “But I don’t wanna die.” My mom stroke my chestnut brown hair and whispered, “Oh dear, don’t worry about it now.” I leapt off her lap and walked into her room.
I pulled out the diary my mom had given me recently for my birthday. On the inside of the diary was a picture of my dad. I fingered at the black and white picture of my tall dad standing next to my mom. Then I thought about what everyone had said about him…
“He was a loving person,” my grandma had told me. “He is a traveler, flying around the world and that’s why you never see him,” my uncle said. “He was just like you,” my mom’s voice had sang. I took out a furry pink pen and wrote:
‘Eventually, daddy will be back & he’ll tell me stories about the people he meets. Then I can finally hug him & kiss him on the cheek. I miss you daddy, wherever you are… I hope you’ll come for me soon!’
Several years had passed by and I longed to meet my dad. It was almost father’s day and the school was planning something new. Mrs. Lee, my homeroom teacher for eighth grade, gave me a flyer. In big bold red letters it said:
Happy Father’s Day!
Bring your father in and we can meet each other！
Let’s all get together on the Friday of Father’s day!
I stared at the flyer in my hand until it started it to blur. Chealsea came up to me and put a hand on my shoulder. “Are you okay?” I snapped out of my trance and saw the flyer stained with tears. I had been crying. I didn’t even know who my father was. I forced a bright cheery smile and said happily, “Yea, I’m fine! Let’s just get to class!” “Ok…,” Chealsea said hesitantly. Then we walked to class. And the whole time I was wondering, what I could do….
In class the teacher was talking about persuasive writing, but I wasn’t listening, I was staring at the flyer and crying my heart out. “So to write a good introduction paragraph you need three things,” Mr. Duck’s voice said. “Can anyone tell me what those three things are?” I ignored him. “Um… Selena” My head jerked up and my eyes were red. “Can you tell me one of the three things you need in a good introductory paragraph?” I shook my head and bent my head back down to stare at the bright flyer. How was I going to tell my mom? What would she do? I remembered every time I asked her about it, she broke down to tears. I needed a way to find out. I was determined. After all, she can’t hide it from me forever…
To be continued….
Jennifer Sayz: It's not really that good... and if you dont wanna read this i know why... i still have more to type, but im just feeling kind of lazy.... ^^"" sorry...! next part will be out by next monday!~
That night I ran to my mom’s room. “Mommy, are we all going to die?” I crawled into my mom’s lap staring at her with fear and shock. My mom hugged me close and whispered, “Yes.” Her answer made me cry. As tears snaked down my pale skin, I answered innocently, “But I don’t wanna die.” My mom stroke my chestnut brown hair and whispered, “Oh dear, don’t worry about it now.” I leapt off her lap and walked into her room.
I pulled out the diary my mom had given me recently for my birthday. On the inside of the diary was a picture of my dad. I fingered at the black and white picture of my tall dad standing next to my mom. Then I thought about what everyone had said about him…
“He was a loving person,” my grandma had told me. “He is a traveler, flying around the world and that’s why you never see him,” my uncle said. “He was just like you,” my mom’s voice had sang. I took out a furry pink pen and wrote:
‘Eventually, daddy will be back & he’ll tell me stories about the people he meets. Then I can finally hug him & kiss him on the cheek. I miss you daddy, wherever you are… I hope you’ll come for me soon!’
Several years had passed by and I longed to meet my dad. It was almost father’s day and the school was planning something new. Mrs. Lee, my homeroom teacher for eighth grade, gave me a flyer. In big bold red letters it said:
Happy Father’s Day!
Bring your father in and we can meet each other！
Let’s all get together on the Friday of Father’s day!
I stared at the flyer in my hand until it started it to blur. Chealsea came up to me and put a hand on my shoulder. “Are you okay?” I snapped out of my trance and saw the flyer stained with tears. I had been crying. I didn’t even know who my father was. I forced a bright cheery smile and said happily, “Yea, I’m fine! Let’s just get to class!” “Ok…,” Chealsea said hesitantly. Then we walked to class. And the whole time I was wondering, what I could do….
In class the teacher was talking about persuasive writing, but I wasn’t listening, I was staring at the flyer and crying my heart out. “So to write a good introduction paragraph you need three things,” Mr. Duck’s voice said. “Can anyone tell me what those three things are?” I ignored him. “Um… Selena” My head jerked up and my eyes were red. “Can you tell me one of the three things you need in a good introductory paragraph?” I shook my head and bent my head back down to stare at the bright flyer. How was I going to tell my mom? What would she do? I remembered every time I asked her about it, she broke down to tears. I needed a way to find out. I was determined. After all, she can’t hide it from me forever…
To be continued….
Jennifer Sayz: It's not really that good... and if you dont wanna read this i know why... i still have more to type, but im just feeling kind of lazy.... ^^"" sorry...! next part will be out by next monday!~
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