A Love Story<33 3

When i move back to my old school, i thought about the ways i could pretend to be different people. I wanted to make Ronald beg for my forgivness, cry at my feet, beg me! I wasn't the same now, and i still was. I had no clue who i was but i did know what i wanted. I wanted somebody to love.
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"Honey, we're back home, back where we belong!" my mom said a little too enthusiasticly.
"Yay... Whoopee...," i said sarcasticlly.
"Honey, aren't you glad? you get to be with your boyfriend again!"
"MOM! WE BROKE UP!" i Screamed.

My mom wouldn't let me live with the fact that i had no boyfriend. She thought that i had changed the way i look to get him back, but i didn't, i changed because i liked it. I like my new blue contacts, and i liked having long, soft brown hair. I like who i was now and my mom couldn't change my mind.

"Oh, and honey, i signed you up for Greentale High again! Isn't that great?!" My mom squealed.
"Yeah , Mom, a real blast..." i said blandly.

I wasnt excited, i only wanted my plan to work. I wanted to escape this town and back to Helena where she would be rating how cute i looked that day, or how long my hair had grown. I wanted to be with my TRU3 friend, not fake ones who only wanted to copy my homework, or copy my test.
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I unpacked everything and was surprised my mom had not sold the house we lived in. All the pictures of me and Ronald were hung up around the room, and movie stars and scribbles. Then my mom knocked on the door.

"You have school tomorrow, and get ready for dinner in ten minutes."

Although i missed Helena, i was happy that i was where i was. I could gaze under the stars again, and be back with the people i know. I got ready for dinner and leapt down the stairs with joy that i had never felt before.

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I closed my eyes and dreamt about Greentale High. I pictured myself walking into the classroom with my perfect outfit i had chosen carefully. It was a black tanktop with a pair of low-rise black jeans. And to complete the ensemble a gold belt and a black beretplaced slanted on my hair. I pictured everyone envy staring at me, and Ronald staring at me wondering why i looked so familiar to him. Everything would be perfect, all i had to do was wait for the perfect moment...
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To be continued~!

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A Love Story<33 2

I walked into the new school. The school that would be my second home. When i walked in, i saw people in trendy clothes, and girls and boys in pairs. It made a knot in my stomach, that kept getting tighter and tighter. THis remindesd me of the break-up. I looked around despratley for the bathroom. When i found it, the was a girl in it. She looked as beautiful and as glamorous as the other girls, and she was there crying. I bent down to talk to her and she just stared at me.

"Are you okay?"
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"My name is Helena. What is your name?"
"..................."

THen she finally spoke.

"My name is Alexandra, and my boyfriend just broke up with me."

I looked at her and sighed. I understood how she felt. I was hurt enough times, i was broken up enough inside. I knew i should've seen the signs when he broke up with me. I wonder why Alexandra would be this broken up.

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That was a few years ago, i was 14 back then. Now i had to move again. Now i'm 17 and living in hell. Alexandra may have helped me be more confident, and look a lot better, but i was the same old me: Geeky. My mom had remembered the boy i had loved. The boy: Ronald. She had decided to move back there. I looked at her with disgust and i lived with it. But this time. I promised myself. That no matter what happens. I will not go straight to ronald. I twirled on strand of my brown hair and smiled. It was time for... revenge.

A Love Story<33

I walked towards the school. Excited, yet scared. It was in the middle of the third semester. My mom gave me a quick hug and then walked away. I was the "geeky" girl. The one who was smart. The one who always knew what the teacher was talkign about. THe one who never got anything below an "A". I didn't ask for it. It came to me. And I didnt want to go through the same torture again... And with my mom's job, i always moved around. I didnt want to be the same loser girl in the new school. In my old school, Greentale High, i lost the one i had loved.

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*FlashBack*

"It was a dare, i never loved you," Ronald said.

I had looked at his face, turned and ran. It hurt so much. The last 2 years a lie.. It was the longest time i ahd ever stayed at one school. Tears streamed down my face. I thought to myself, 'Why would he even like me? I'm just another girl. And he was the popular one. THe one girls fell head over heels for.'

My phone had rung. And when i picked it up, my mom said that we had to leave right away. I was overjoyed. My pain could be erased. I hope.

*End*
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Gomenasai!! T^T i cannot update due to me and my laziness as wel las the fact that i have school coming up and i have to prepare for school!! Gomenasai!!! X. X
stupid summer school....

All Over Again

When this year ends,
I wont care,
Its a new time to start,
All over again.
When class 713 leaves,
I wont mind,
Its a new time to start,
All over again.
When you're all gone,
I wont cry,
Its a new time to start,
All over again.
A fresh start,
A new beggining,
All over again,
A new year,
A new start,
And a new time to learn,
A new time to make friends,
All over again<3

I Am Who I Am

I am who i am,
the one who is strong,
the one who is brave.
I am who i am,
The one who is kind,
The one who is quiet.
I am who i am,
Are you who you truely are?
Or is there a heart under,
Under all the lies,
Under all the hate?
I am who i am,
the one hurt by you,
the one who's heart is in two.
I am who i am,
I know that now,
Its time for me to stand tall,
And let the world know that,
I am who i am.

My Precious: Chapter one

Note from someone called Jennifer and owns this blog:
~Hii! i know i have NOT BEEN UPDATiNG! >.> and so i thought maybe i should put up a short story with only 5 chapters... (5 chapters isn't the short.. eh?) so read this for now untill i can think of something to write for the others~! thxx<3333! and now you read this story that i hate!

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‘Raven black hair,
Silky and soft,
Her smile bright like the sun,
Her touch soft as snow,
Her beauty,
The girl of my dreams,
Precious,
My love,
Forever.

I heard a boy recite this from outside my window. He thought I was the best thing on earth, but everyday I would go out to the yard and learn karate from my teachers. I did this secretly for my mother forbade me to do anything related to this.

“Precious, you have to brush your hair! It will get too messy and no prince will ever want to marry you!” my mother said.

“I don’t want a prince! They just want to marry us for money! They don’t truly love you! You’re lucky Ma, everything is perfect for you. Pa, loves you.” I sighed.

If only life was so easy. My twin sisters started to walk into my room. They were both beautiful. Their long black hair that swished around their waist was always smooth and silky. They were dainty and many princes have asked for their hand in marriage. They had both given a visit to the matchmaker, and it was soon time for me to go.As I got dressed in my finest silk robes, maids combed my hair carefully and adorned it with jewels. My sister, the oldest of the twins, said the jewels sparkled as brightly as my eyes and my heart was strong like gold. She always made me feel beautiful when I didn’t feel close to it. Then my sister walked into my room.

“No, no, don’t do her hair like that! Let me do her hair!” my sister commanded.

I smiled gratefully, the maids weren’t careful with my hair and when they combed my hair, it hurt. My sister took a comb and brushed it through. Then she separated my hair into different sections, then took a sparkling cord of silk and wove it into my hair. She looped one section of my hair and put it into place with a jade comb. She left the rest of my hair down, and placed some jewels in my hair. I felt as beautiful as my sister. She had slender hands and made her own clothing insisting that she wouldn’t buy anything to wear from other places. She is like a diamond, rare, beautiful, and strong.

“It’s time to go, little sister,” my sister whispered.

“I know, Ai,” I said.
I didn’t want to leave for another palace. ‘An arranged marriage…’ I thought. My sister seemed happy about getting married. I didn’t tell her that Ma and Pa only sent her off because her twin made us broke by wasting money. Then Ting Ting, the younger twin, walked into my room.

Left Alone: Part Three~

“Brianna, are you awake?” a voice asked.
“Hm… oh, I’m sorry… I was thinking about Jewel again,” I said.
“Well, you have to snap out of it! She FORGOT about you! She doesn’t deserve your friendship!”
“Valerie! YOU DON’T KNOW HER! SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND! I FEEL HER PAIN… She is hurting right now… I can sense it. I want to help her….”
“If you think its fine to help a betrayer, someone who could’ve gotten you killed, then its fine with me!” Valerie said icily.

Valerie stomped out of the tent and I laid my head down onto a ‘pillow’ and dreamt about what it would be like if Jewel was still here…

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“Gabby, wake up…,” my mom said gently.

I sat up straight on my bed and rubbed my eyes. I spent the whole night looking for information on Jewel, and some of it was wrong info. One of the websites said that Jewel got a headache and then suffered from a heart attack causing her to die, while several others said that she fell of a mountain. I trudged into the bathroom as if my legs were made of bricks and got ready for school.
Tina ran up to me screaming. I stared at her like she was crazy. ‘Why the hell is she screaming???’ She calmed down and handed me a piece of paper with an image on it. There was a caption and the image shocked me. I had a headache right afterwards. It happened often, and I can’t seem to remember who I was and what I did when I was around ten. I went to the doctors and asked them why and they had no clue why I was feeling that way as well. My head started to hurt more when I unfolded that one single piece of paper.

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Valerie had stomped her way back to the tent she slept in. All of a sudden a gust of wind blew at her long raven black hair. A single sheet of ripped parchment paper blew into her tent. It said:

“ALWAYS&FOREVER… best friends: Gabby&&Fane<3”

Valerie smirked, and she stood up straight walking out of the tent. I sat down on a wooden chair and started to write on the smooth white bark with a feathered pen.

“Dear Jewel,
I’ve been trying to find a way to contact you. You were my good friend, and I miss you. I have learned that people think that when you put a message in a bottle, you will be able to find this letter. I have no clue how long it will take and how long I will have to wait to get a reply but I know, we are friends till the end. I can feel the pain you are in. I believe it is because of me. I’m sorry… Please be better.

Yours Truly,
Brianna<3”

To be continued.

Left Alone: Part TWO<3

Part Two

*Ding! Ding! Ding! Ding~!* the bell had rung. It was time to go back home. As I waited for my friends to arrive, I wouldn’t help but think about that girl. The girl named Jewel…

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“Forget her!”
“She was my best friend,” I said.
“She betrayed you!”
“I DON’T CARE!!!”
“Well, if you want to get hurt again, don’t come to me for help!”

It’s been several years since I last saw her… I prayed every night and every day, only stopping to eat and drink. My dad had been arrested, and I ran away, deep into the forest… I didn’t know why Jewel had betrayed me. I closed my eyes and then tilted my head towards the sky. It was night time, and stars winked at me. One star fell out of the sky, and I made a wish.
“Please let Jewel Carla Fa hear my voice, may she remember me…”
Then a sudden breeze came. My hair blew around me and I heard my name on the wind, “Brianna…”
I thought, I hope, that Jewel got back her memory, I remembered in the news, how she had fell off a cliff. She did that… but why?? I didn’t know what to say about her. She was my friend, but she betrayed me… I crept back to my tent, for the first time in weeks, then heard her voice, screaming at me, telling me to run away. Her image had made me cry, she was crying, tears on her face and her hair messed up. Was she my real friend? Did she leave me here? She told me that in case anything ever happened we’d meet each other here in this very spot…
‘I guess she forgot about our friendship, and whatever she’s doing must be more important than our life long friendship.’ I closed my eyes and finally fell asleep, but my dreams scared me…

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To be continued~!

Left Alone: Part One~!

Heyyzz~! PArt one ish out and i don't really think the title matches the story anymore so i might change it... Suggestions anyone?? thxx for reading it<33
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Left Alone: Part One

“Brianna, RUN! RUN!” the words echoed around my mind. I saw her hurt expression. Her puffy red cheeks and her face wet with tears. I asked myself, ‘who is that girl??’ and closed my eyes. The girl’s expression stuck to my head. ‘Why did it choose to haunt me?’ ‘Who is Brianna?’

“Wake up, Gabby, Wake up Gabby~!” the alarm clock sang.
I groaned, wanting a hour more of sleep. ‘Gabby, wake up! Wake up lazybones! Gabby!! It’s time to get out of bed!! Gab-.’ I slammed my hand on the annoying alarm clock and trudged my feet to the bathroom. Looking at my pale face in the bathroom, I smiled. It was nice to see someone I knew in the mirror every morning. But then the face seemed to change. Instead of my face, it was the girl in my dreams. Her face was blotchy. Her hair was messed up. Her eyes were bloodshot. Her face had cuts on them. But what made me feel scared the most was the fact that it seemed to talk. “I hate you, Jewel! You’re a betrayer! What is wrong with you?! Why did you do this to me?!” Tears were streaming down her face. I shook my head and stared at the mirror. There were no signs of the girl. I smiled. Brushing my teeth and washing my face I thought about what I just saw. “ Who the heck is ‘Jewel’?”

“Gabby, sweetie, it’s time for school!”
“Okay, Mom! I’m coming!!”

Throwing on my blue striped hood, and a pair of paint covered jeans, I struggled with brushing my hair while putting on my socks. My mom chuckled when she walked into my room, but went right back out. I grabbed my book bag, and a slice of toast. Slipping on my shoes, I ran out the door where the bus was waiting. School awaited, and so did my friends.

“Gabby!!!!!!!”
“Hi, Tina~”
“Gabby!”
“Heys, Fane~”
“Gabby, hey girl”
“Hallo, Alicia”
My three best friends greeted me as I got off the bus. Tina was smiling holding a novel in her hand. She was smart, and was a whiz in math. Fane was smiling and reached out for a hug. She understood how I felt the most, and was my closest friend of them all. Alicia was putting on lip gloss and smiling. She was popular, but unlike all the other girls she hung out with, she wasn’t mean. She was nice and was pretty.

“Did you guys know we had a science test today?” asked Fane.
“Oh. My. God. Do we??? Oh. My. God. I forgot to study!!! Oh. MY. God.” screamed Tina as she flipped through her binder.
“Calm down, Tina, we all know you’re going to ace the test, WITHOUT studying,” Alicia said.
“I hope you’re right,” Tina sighed.
It was nice to see them talking like this. It felt like I was free. But even the smiles on my best friends’ faces, couldn’t shake the image of the girl and what she said. It made me think, and wonder about her. Without thinking I asked my friends, “Do any of you guys know who the heck is Jewel?”

“I think my mom told me that, about 9 years ago, when we are still five, a girl named Jewel Carla Fa, reported to the police that her ‘best friend’ Brianna was a criminal. That her dad was a criminal and they were running away from the police. But then she ran away, and was found unconscious at the bottom of a mountain. They said it was because she had been crying too hard, and her vision was blurred so she didn’t know that she would fall,” Tina volunteered.

I thought about it and smiled to Tina.
“Thanks, but can you tell me more about her?”
“Um… I can ask my mom,” Tina offered.
“Thanks a bunch.”

I was now one step closer to solving this mystery, and I wanted to find out more…

To be continued.

Poetry: I Used to Believe

I'm bored... and found this poem in my notebook, and remembered i wrote i recently.. and i like it... so i thought, i could post it up... since...there is nothing else to do!
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I used to believe that,
Penguins could fly,
And dragons were alive,
I used to believe that,
Monkies could talk,
And dolphins could walk,
I used to believe that,
Tigers were cute small cats,
And chickens had no feathers,
I used to believe tat,
Santa Claus was evilm
And angels were normal people,
I used to believe that,
You were my friend,
And our friendship,
Won't ever end,
But all of those things are,
Used-to-be's,
And now i believe that,
We're all looking for someone to understand us,
And that we're all keeping secrets,
I used to believe,
But now,
i WiSH, i DR3AM, i H0P3&i L3ARN