That Girl Part 2

Recap of Part One:
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Go back to Part one... =.=
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Part 2: Faeria's P.O.V. (Point of View)
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"I thought I was gonna die, turns out I survived
Hey, didn't need you anyway
I get better every day
Don't you think it's funny how it all works out
Yeah, I've finally got a life
I go on every night
Now I've got so much to say, so much to do
This is life, life after you" I sang.

A cup was out and there were several kind people. When i had woke up that moment there was a basket full with food. For once since i left i had a full stomache and was in the mood to sing.

"I've been on a roller coaster since you said we were over
I'm finally back to being me
I don't have to say I'm sorry
I'm the last one at the party
I don't ever think I've felt so free
I guess I should be thanking you for this brand new attitude" a mysterious voice sang back.

Following the voice, i slung my backpack onto one soulder and held the basket in another. The voice had disappeared. Was it all just an illusion?

"I am a superstar in a big big house and a big big car~
I am am i superstar,
And i don't care who you are~" A melodic voice sung.

Slut. I thought. It was probably an arrogant bytc* who only cared for herself. Not like i would care.

"I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry" I sang.

A single tear rolled down my face because my mother used to sing me that song... Untill she became a drug addict... untill she started drinking... untill she started smoking... untill she started to beat me... untill i ran away...

"The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay" I continued.

Looking at the graying sky i looked for my shelter. It was time to go... It was time for me to retreat... to become the invisible girl... the girl that was never noticed... If only everyone really knew... but I'd have to go back, and i didn't want to... It was too hard...
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