Thursday, October 2, 2008

NOTiCE (yea... again)::

Blogmaster::

Yea... i might not be updating oftenly cuz i wanna get good grades before the marking period ends... i'm lagging behind in math... as in homework.and i've also been absent twice already.... T^T there goes my record.... rawrz x3 so...

Sowwiieee<3


--Jennifer Chen; blogmaster

Monday, September 29, 2008

One Wish: Chapter Seven

A.N. You ppl are lukkyy u get 2 chapters toda yand my rant!! don't forget to go over to Batya's page~~~~
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One Wish:
Chapter Seven:

“Selena… Can you slow down?! You walk too fast!”
“Maybe you’re just slow!”
“C’mon!!”
“…. Fine, you have ten seconds to catch up. Starting… now…”
“UGH!”
“8”
“Count slower!!!”
“5”
“Dammit!”
“3”
“Rawrs.”
“1”

I walked as she tried to catch up with me. It wasn’t really my fault. Se was just at five feet, and I was five feet four. I was about to get onto the bus to go home when all of a sudden, a hand grabbed me, yanking me off the bus.

“Finally.”
“Selena Arson, on or off?!” the bus driver screamed.
“Off”
“YAY!” Elizabeth squealed. “Anyways, I wanted to ask you if you wanted to come over today.”
“Why would I come?”
“Because you’re my friend~”
“When did I say that?”
“Just now?”
“I never said that I was your friend.”
“You just did.” Elizabeth laughed.
“I didn’t.”

Frustrated I started to walk home, only to have Elizabeth tag along. As I walked, Elizabeth constantly shattered. Occasionally it would be about the gossip in the school, and most of the time it would be about all the guys there. I finally stopped outside my house and went in.

“Mom, I’m home!”
“Oh. My. God. This is your home? Its sooooo nice!”
“Selena? Is there a guest in the house?”
“No!”
“Okay.”

I was frustrated. Elizabeth had followed me home. And on top of that, she was giving me a headache. Then I felt an imaginary lightbulb light up above my head.

“Elizabeth, you wanna play a game?”
“Sure.”
“The rules are simple. You close your eyes, and you guess where you are when I tell you to, after I move you around.”
“Ok.”

I steered Elizabeth towards the door. And I spun her around and around. I opened the door quietly. Then I closed the door.

“Okay. You can guess now.”

I walked away, and upstairs to my room. But I couldn’t help but feel that it was all wrong. IT made me feel bad. I had been bitter about everything recently, but when I was with Elizabeth, I felt lighter. All the weight had been taken off when I talked to her. So I went back downstairs, and opened the door. Elizabeth was there, sitting on the steps with her blindfolds still on.

“Are you done guessing?”
“Yah.”
“Okay.”
“What’s your final guess?”
“Outside your home.”
“Yup.”
“Do you really hate me that much?” she asked me. There were teas in her eyes.
“No.”
“Then, why would you kick me out of your house? I thought we were friends.”
“We’re not friends.”
“Oh.”
“We’re best friends.” I smiled at her, and then helped her up.
“Ya know. That line was really corny.” Elizabeth said.
“I know.”
“How `bout we go to my place?”
“Sure.”

With that, I told my mom I was going somewhere, and then walked away. I went to Elizabeth’s house and was in for a big surprise.

Elizabeth and I walked a few blocks down. Soon we were outside a beautiful house covered with flowers. It was huge. The house was so beautiful; I couldn’t believe it belonged to Elizabeth. I expected a queen to walk out of the house and scold us for being on her property. Instead, Elizabeth pulled out a set of keys, and pushed a key into the lock. She turned the key as I held my breath.

“On second thought let’s just go to the park and hang out, we’re not really done unpacking yet.” Elizabeth smiled.
“Eh…. Sure.” I replied.

We headed towards the park and I couldn’t understand why she held back. Was it because of me??

All of a sudden when we were on the swings, Elizabeth broke down and started to cry. I didn’t understand, everything was wrong…

“What’s wrong??”
“Everything!!”
“What happened?”
“I’m constantly abused, and I put my anger out on others. MY friends were afraid of me when I was in my old school. I act as if I’m a B***h because I didn’t wanna be picked on. Now, I know how everyone feels!!!”
“It’s alright, you have to learn to just let go…”
“I can’t let go of the fact that my dad is blind and is in love with a frikin’ slut of a mother. She’s not even my mother!!!”
“It’s alright. Stand up for yourself…”
“Yea.. .right… so I can get hurt?!?”
“It’s alright….”

I hugged her as she sobbed. I was never one to give advice, I couldn’t keep friends, and I wasn’t exactly the smartest. All I knew was to read, to sleep and to eat. Yes, I admit I am lazy. Elizabeth looked at me, and I smiled back. She wiped her tears and stood up.

“I, Elizabeth Lao, solemnly swear that I will never pick on anyone else again out of anger because of my stupid stepmother.”
“I think you should take back the ‘stupid mother’ part.”
“It doesn’t matter.”
“ok…”

We left the park and went our separate ways back home. When I went home, I was happy. I understood her, I found out what I was capable of doing, and that was good enough for me. My wish was near completion, I found out talents I never had before, and I might actually have a friend that can last. Only time can tell though, maybe the wish hadn’t come true, maybe it was me the whole time. I was hoping my wish could come true, but now I’m hoping it was just me making my own dreams come true… maybe… just maybe… I don’t want a friend that was given to me from a wish, I want a friend that was earned.
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Batya's page::
bethyaz-writing.blogspot.com

enjoys~

Unicorn- the mysterious creature

My rant about unicorns cuz im just really bored...
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Unicorns are idiots. They think they're sooooooo good. Their names dont even match them!!! I totaly agree with the "uni" part. But seriously!! Uni "corn"?? it doesnt make sense!!!!! unicorns aren't made from corn, don't like corn or smell like it. In fact, it probably smells like manure.... or like a horse!!!! isnt it suppoesed to be aclled "Unihorn"?!? Because it only has one f***in horn!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Who the hell cares about its shinynesS????? it doesnt even exist dammit!! even if it did, lions would've eaten it by now!!!!! Even if it did, my awesome dragon would've eaten it too!! now don't go on about how dragons dont exist!! BECAUSE THEY TOTALLY DO EXIST!!!!!! Anyways back to the topic:: No one thinks unicorns exist!!! Unicorns dont shine with the god damned moonlight, and they aren't silvery either!! If they want silvery go to the hella cool moon!!!! Stupid unicorns tyhink they're so good because they have a frikin horn. Well so does a narwhale and it doesnt boast about it!!!! And a bull has TWOO horns!! What's so great about a stupid unicorn?!?!? Screw them!! Dragosns are better... Yea... im getting really offf.... back on track::

Unicorns don't make sense!! might as well stick a plastic cone onto a frikin horse!!!!


yea.. ima end this now... cuz... m no longer bored just pissed that unicorns thiink they're so frikin kewl.

One Wish: Chapter Five

One Wish
Chapter 5:

It was 5th period; time for lunch. AS I ran off to the lunchroom, I banged into a girl with large brown eyes and short brown hair. I smiled at her and said I was sorry then ran off again to the lunchroom.

In the lunch room, I sat down in the corner. As I started to eat my lunch the same girl came up to me. She smiled at me and I smiled back then got back to eating. I wondered why she would want to eat at the same table as me, no one else even wanted to be near me. Vanessa had spread a rumor that I had B.O. (body odor). It was embarrassing but I held my head high. I didn’t want to be backstabbed; besides the children were all stupid to believe stupid rumors. They laugh now, but they probably won’t laugh if the rumor was about them.

“你 好。” The girl said to me.
“Excuse me?”
“I’m sorry, I said hello in my home language. My name is Elizabeth.”
“Oh. My name is Selena.”
“I’m new to this school and I don’t know anyone yet. My mom said this was a good chance to make new friends since I’m constantly moving. But she promised me that we wouldn’t move anymore.”

I stared at her blankly. How could she be so relaxed around someone who had a “B.O. issue”? Everyone was holding their nose when they saw me walking down the hall. I resumed eating my lunch and Elizabeth took out a container. She pulled something out of the container and it looked like a spring roll. Spring rolls were one of my favorite things.

“What are you eating?”
“Spring rolls, would you like one?”
“Sure!”

I took a spring roll and munched on the crunchy shell quietly. It was mixed with many delicious flavors. The spring rolls I have eaten had never tasted that good.

“Why did you choose to sit next to me? There are so many other people who you can make friends with.”
“It is because you are in pain. I can see it in your eyes. You feel unhappy inside.”
“Why do you care? Why didn’t you believe the rumors?”
“Because, I believe that everyone is struggling in this world. You’re one of the many people that don’t have it easy. Rumors are made so that people feel better about themselves, but you don’t need to hurt others to feel more superior. You need to respect others, not just yourself.”
“How would you know?”
“Because, I used to be one of them!” Elizabeth said. Tears rolled down her face and we ate lunch silently. But she wiped her tears away.

I think that this was just the beginning of a good friendship. My head felt lighter after I talked to Elizabeth. Maybe she was the friend I’ve been looking for. She was strong and she cared about others. If I had a choice I would have her as my only friend rather than having many others. MY wish was one step closer to coming true. Maybe wishes do come true…

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Finally

This poem is dedicated to Batya Z. who finally threw her Bat Mitzvah party today. 09/20/08.
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Congratz i say,
Congratz to you,
You're finally a woman,
I'm glad too,
You're now officially more mature,
With responsibilities,
You've never had before,
It's something new,
But you'll understand along the way,
Because nothing is hard if you're willing to stay,
You'll work hard,
Because you always do,
But now,
You're finally there,
You've passed the mark,
And is finally a woman at last,
Congratz to you,
Because now,
You're FINALLY there.

Don't Leave Me

This poem is dedicated to all those who have lost their love ones through death. I now truely understand that Death isn't that great sometimes, and you should treasure those you have now.
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I stared at your pale face,
And thought about you again,
I let the tears fall down my face,
Flowing down like a river.

Nobody heard my silent plea,
'Don't Leave Me',
I wanted you to stay,
But maybe I'll meet you in heaven someday.

I didn't want to cry,
I wanted to look brave,
But it wasn't wasy,
When you left me that day.

Your eyes lost its color,
And would never open,
That cheerful smile is now gone,
Nobody heard my silent plaea,
'Don't Leave ME.'

I didn't want you to disappear,
I don't know why it happened,
I miss you, i need you,
And i'll still love you,
Though you've gone away.
Maybbe,
I'll see you in heaven someday...
But i prayed to god,
I don't want to lose you,
But you're gone,
Nobody heard my silent plea,
'Don't Leave ME."

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

MY Dreams

Another poem.
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In my dreams,
I see you,
In my dreams,
I see me.

In my dreams,
We walk down the milky way,
Too bad this wasn't true.

In my dreams,
I see a cow,
In my dreams,
I see a pig.

In my dreams,
They jump over the moon,
Too bad it wasn't true.

In my dreams,
I'm in love,
In my dreams,
I was with you.

In my dreams,
We walk hand in hand,
THank god this wasn't true.

In my dreams,
I wish for something,
In my dreams,
I wish for someone who understands.

In my dreams,
Are everything,
But dreams don't come true.
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This is to keep you not bored waiting for stories to come out.

Friday, September 12, 2008

Another Day

THis is another poem written by me. It's called Another DAy.
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Another day that passed me by,
And made me want to cry,
Another day that passed me by,
Another day to weep and hope,
THat eventually everything will be fine.

Another day just passed me by,
And i don't know what to do,
It's just another day,
Another day where i can wish for you,
And eventually maybe you'll be back.

Another day had flown past me,
And i don't know what to do,
Can't you see that with each passing day,
My heart is ripped into twos.

Another day,
I cry out loud,
Wishing on a star,
I try to ease my pain a bit,
But hurt in the end.

Can't you see it's just another day,
Another day in pain,
Another day that i realize,
I can't live without you,
It'ss just another day that i,
Miss you,
Need you,
And don't know what to do.
Cuz it's just another day...

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End.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

10 reasons why you should NEVER cut school

10 reasons why you should NEVER cut school

1. You end up going to more classes to make up for those u missed.
2. Homework starts piling up on you
3. You will be watchedconstantly
4. You lsoe your parents trust.
5. Your parents will ground you.
6. ITs a naughty thing to do.
7. You end up pissed off and break something
8. The whole classs is suffering while you're playing
9. THe teacher will get pissed at you.
10. Just dont cout school.



11. Susan will stuff a banana up your butt.
Yup. Thee end.



12. Sammii will sit on you
13. I will take my awesome machine gun and shoot you!.


Now its the end.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

You Promised (a short story) Part Two

P.O.V. Jared:

"Warren, what should i do?" >:o
"I don't know." =.=
"Thanks a lot." =.=
"Any day dude."

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P.O.V. Grace:

"Kristy, i miss him." T^T
"Well, stop missing him." >=o
"I can't." T^T
"You can."
"No."
Yes."
"No."
"Yes."
"No."
"Shut up!!!" (Kristy throws a pillow at Grace.)

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P.O.V. Jared:

"WArren, you remind me of someone." :o
"Really? Who?"
"A girl."
"EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW" (he fakes throw up)
"Her name is Kristy."
"Ew."
"You're sounding a lot like her."
"Is not!"
"Is to!"
"Is not!"
"Is to!"
"Is not!"
"Shut Up!" (Warren throws a soccer ball at Jared's head.)

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P.O.V. Grace:

"i'll get over him..." =o
"Will not!"
"You remind me of someone."
"Who?"
"WArren."
Who the bleeping hell is that?"
"Jared's best friend."
"Is he a guy?"
"Yah."
"EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW"

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P.O.V. Jared:

"I'm goin to text her."
"Whatever dude"
(WArren texts)

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P.O.V. Grace:

"I just got a text from him.
"What ever"
"I needa go, and you're coming with me."
"To where?"
"A candy store."
"Really?"
"No."
"THen where?"
"Gamestop."
"Really?"
"Yup!"
"What are you waiting for?!?!"

(Kristy drags Grace out the door.)

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P.O.V. Jared:

"I gotta go dude."
"Wait for me!"
"Really?"
"Yup!"

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(At a Cafe.)

"You lieeddd!!!"
"Shut up!"
"T^T You made me cry."
"THere he is!"


(Jared Arrives)

"Warren meet Kristy" Grace said.
"You equals major fag to the third power!" Kristy said.
"Nooo... you equals jerk to the zillionth power." Warren argued.
"Soo... uh.. how've you been?" Jared asked.
"Hurt." Grace replied.
"Why?"
"Because you promised me!"
"I'm sorry."
(grace slaps Jared)
"I can't look at you anymore without thinking about all the lies you've told me."
"I'm-"
"Don't say another word."

"Lalalaaa~!" Kristy sang.
(WArren and Kristy went to a nearby arcade. THey both wanted the huge stuffed teddybear.)

"I'm sorry. But, i've gotta go." Grace said.
"..."
(Grace turns and leaves but she halts for a little while, then a wind comes and she whispers something.)

"I miss you, grace..."

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So this is the story about a broken hearted girl, and about an idiot of a boy.